.eight who talks.

back on business

2011-10-30T12:57:00.000+08:00

drumrolls.

here comes the boring author, with it's re-opened blog.

I had issues with kudapolo that i need to have it shut for some time...ambiguous yet that should answer your curiosity for the sudden closure.

i tried to be a twitterer but i failed because i get noob'er when it comes to new trends. Tried to follow few but I'm not even sure if i did hover my arrow on the right button. Anyways, now i know why the folks prefer not to be too up to date, because they kill the real you. As for me, my real self is to be hype-in-classic. ;p

When you want to accumulate your shells to be used during turbulence, be it rainy or sunny, be it sailing at the pacific sea or sweating your tops under sunshine; you would always meet into one certain condition that would somehow wreck your efforts.

You would be surprised.

dengue feva

2011-09-09T00:52:00.002+08:00

as for this week

i have been in and out of the hospital, policlinic and clinic. ummi has been admitted to hospital ampang yesterday after referred by policlinic desa pandan. a sick person to be referred here and there is a very troublesome process. later at the end of the day, she was discharged by dr raman which is a big fat relieve...nonetheless, things got bad when ummi was back home, she's showing even worse sickness. very fatigue, very weak, diarrhea, bone ache, and those other symptoms, sick she has been very sick that she claimed this state of illness is worse than giving birth's of me..

ummi is very well known at her school as someone who rarely or could be never, taking leaves, any kind of leave even emergency leave and that makes her some kind 'sick-less' lady. ironlady teacher i tell you.

and as time ticks, the sick moment goes by, again, as been persuaded by dr raman, ummi and along (who is also sick) has to be referred again at poliklinik desa pandan to have her blood checked. affirmative. the young doctor who was on call i believe, in few ticks of minutes, he made one simple dimple decision to have my ummi sent straight to HKL after simple diagnose, a major suspect of dengue fever patient.

and for the first time in my life, i got to ride the ambulance turbulently back to the place where i was born 23 years ago. this is yet to be my first time getting in HKL ever since i was born. as the siren etched its loudness to scream and chase away other cars to get him a free lane to HKL, i noticed that the inner side of the ambulance itself is gloomy which makes the patient even gets sick-er. again, to repeat, ummi is one very strong iron lady. she's cool despite the doctor informing me that she has a very low blood pressure - medically speaking, she can faint at anytime and as we are all aware, dengue fever is directly respondent to the platelets level in the blood. she's 86 yesterday, and dropped to 80.

afterall, not to mention other havoc and messes been through, now that it is already at the end of the day, she is warded in HKL. Allah has been with us during all this journey that Along is actually getting better and hopefully ummi will get better tomorrow. Traditional beliefs that i've got from my surroundings - could be used by other fellows of your family just in case, try Sup Ketam preferably Ketam Nipah (dari segi islam, makruh hukumnya untuk makan), Air dari Pucuk betik, Jus Kurma, Buah Jambu Batu, Buah Manggis, Air Kelapa Muda (fresh and pure only), and on top of all these secrets, do drink a lot of water. dengue patients have to drink a loooooot of H20 without fail.

one thing, if you are suspected to be a dengue fever patient, it is best to have you referred to a public hospital rather than private clinic. this would ease everyone, to be cautious to be exact. now that ummi was affirmative to be a primary dengue fever suspect, all places she has been all this while will be fogged. you can term this as, individual social responsibility.

i enjoy the hospital environment among the doctors. i envy their ability to discuss splendidly on their specialties. very much like Dr House. Big kudos to you and to my part, it leads to one question to myself, can i be that good at my field?

till then. let us pray together ummi, along, and all of us will stay healthy as always. amin.

roda roda raya

2011-09-04T15:16:00.002+08:00

it doesn't just happen to my blog, but even to my facebook acc.

where i feel like sharing through my status, and let the world knows the update of mine. so after done typing whatever triggerred my mind, and eventually done clicked the 'publish' button, i would feel like they are rubbish. same goes here, the phenomenon which makes those entries can only be retrieved and posted in drafts in blogger. what does that make me?

tarapapa. tak kesahlah.

....

malas nak update lah facebook. accomplished deleting all 10 plus minus albums last week..

....

i got 3 weeks off, right after finishing the training attachment programme in kluang. that makes me a stage up as a planter. been doing plenty of things these few weeks and you would never want to know what i have beeeeeeeen through.

.....

taim tengah kerja taim pagi-pagi raya, yazid datang nak beraya pagi2 pas solat raya. hati terasa berbunga-bunga, besar bunga hati aku, mcm bunga rafflesia. and makes it even mesmerizing when i worked non stop for 32 hours and worst, still working, they came in the middle of midnight at 1 am and make sure i have a good raya moments with them. mula2 yazid, pastu radzi, pastu reyas. my clan, thank you.

.....

raya best walaupun beraya kat 7-eleven. first time, kitorg smua beraya kat 7-e, even the bermaaf-maafan slot. depan kaunter. dah mcm kampung dh 7-e. ada ayman, ada azzan. ada semua adik beradik.

.....

independence. what does 31 august means to me. reading famy's post on patriotism, it did boost up my patriotism sense in some way, but rather in a very different way. abah ckp, i was born with the 'indie' traits. compared to abg adin, my independent traits are more dominant. i am thinking of moving somewhere else, somewhere far. alone. choosing my way of life, my own path.

......

dah lama x rasa nikmat driving mcm mlm td..penangan jam dekat kuala krai dlm 3 jam. orang laen 13 jam. shorten it to 9 hours. there's a phrase, it is better than sex. just a metaphor..and hyperbolic..deliberately exaggerated, and not meant to be taken literally.

......

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Semoga kita semua beroleh keampunan.

nampak je rilek tapi serabut. ke nampak serabut tapi rilek?

sunday no

2011-08-07T10:45:00.000+08:00

apa-apa hal pun,

aku muda lagi.

i am in the phase of making life decisions.

sorry la kudapolo. lama dah x update ko panjang-panjang. nak kata kirja banyak, aku ada 24/7..

buah berbisa

2011-07-20T17:07:00.000+08:00

bukan nak mengadu.

tapi

tengah demam.

sebabnya

makan buah-buahan tak ingat dunia.

adohai.

buah manggis aku sebat.

buah durian wajib setiap pagi paling kurang 5 biji durian kena koyak. breakfast.

buah rambutan, hasil mengadap hajar dapat 2 kilo rambutan gading free.

demam demam demam.

kesimpulan cerita, buah tempatan kuat bisanya. berhati-hati.

nanti jadi macam aku ramadhan tahun lepas. tiga hari pertama dah kantoi puasa. naya naya..

ramadhan pertama di ladang

golden trees

2011-07-08T18:14:00.000+08:00

i am now somewhere in northern part of peninsular malaysia.

i deal this, everyday.

Talking golden trees.

They can be very demanding and annoying at times.

i am always in the process of learningg. it is a never ending phase. my degree is simply just a piece of paper, that says i am qualified. and fullstop.

currently employed by IOI Group, Field Attachment Training at Mamor Estate, Jln Kluang-Paloh.

vow

2011-06-07T03:45:00.000+08:00

i am actually gaining on weight. tonnes of weight.

so effective this early morning, i would like to claim myself as a 'dieter' back again!

affirmative.

other than that,

it is rejab fellows. bulan Allah. few months more, ramadhan. insyallah.

i know i am not the pious type of fellow, as much i want to be one.

i enjoyed making mistakes that i am learning to perk up my level of quality. i am a young man that tries to explore what life has to offer. after all, the life hereafter is what it is all about. that, hereafter life is my ultimate aim.

went to nationwide to have my bike posted to segamat, johor. shrugs. few days more ed. just few days...

i have always wanted to challenge myself. hence, other than daring myself to be a 66kg within 2 months time, and to cope with estate life for the first 2.5 months, we will see. take this post as my vow.

Q : what are these dares for?
A : to boost up my confidence, you darn. stop questioning.

now that i have graduated (i know my result already eventho it is not yet out officially as claimed by everyone) and scored the worst in 5 years of studies, i can deal with it. alhamdulillah. redha. we have put our best efforts. and in discreet, now the result is out, i wasn't at my best par.

why do i ever bother to blog about all this? i really should consider making this private.

moments to remember

2011-05-23T17:03:00.002+08:00

true enough, i need an inspiration to motivate me blog.

but now that i blog, i am clueless what to write. lmao.

i am officially having a sweet time of relaxing - as if. i hardly have one day of relaxing. but today i got ample time to blog, to fbing, to download up-to-the-minute video clips, catching up with long lost friends. ah yes, insya'allah, all praises to him, i finished my undergraduate studies and now i have a lot to do, they are kept well in my mind, she knows though.

eh, thinking of uploading few pictures of mine, throughout this semester, reminiscently speaking.

you know where this is. i've hiked this for like 5 times.

here at dawn for sunrise, and sunset. been there both.

4 days at klcc - convention centre, for ITEX. it's an international innovation exhibition.

being asked to be apart of the exhibitors to represent uitm is such an exclusive offer.

p/s : thx for those who came. bean, alya n crew, fareed, fatin, as, naufal.

my last dinner as an undergrad student. shaky

in taman pertanian. it was a BIG day.

this is in gold coast, sepang. my coursemates stayed here for one long day,

and i was here only for like 1 hour and a half? commitment. ;x

pathetic ain't it? surprise, surprise. the last day of finishing school.

i know the faces even i'm short-sighted with no spec on.

of which i went to phuket and krabi. they are two distinct places.

this is krabi. wayyyyyyy beautiful.

i will definitely go here again if god's will.

i'll dedicate a post for this trip.

this is one that you would etched in mind forever. went here on the midnight of 8th of may.

when on the next day, i actually have one last final paper.

afterall, it was all worth it to see his smile knowing we came. my bestfriend's wedding. mat drug.

this is the super big special day. it's her birthday. :-)

adios amigos. tschuss.

uitm dihati ku

2011-05-19T16:56:00.000+08:00

'anak subsidi, anak belas kasihan, produk sisih, stok kena campak'

despite whatever people has to say about my Universiti Teknologi Mara, abbreviated as UiTM,

i am very, as in VERY proud to be one of uitm's product.

if you think you are so arrogant with your university's pride, status, and such, try me.

you may be very oblivious with your surroundings that we are actually beating one by one, every second.

beat that.

thank god. murah rezeki. all praises to the almighty Allah s.w.t that i can say that i have managed to put myself at a certain level of standard in certain aspects of achievement.

i managed to obtain Biasiswa Kecemerlangan Khas by Yayasan Pendidikan Cheras, capped by Tan Sri Muhyiddin Yassin, able to score and obtain Silver award for my group's invention - Coconut Vinegar for IID FPA's 2011, and now i am representing UiTM for 22nd International Invention, Innovation & Technology Exhibition for different innovation idea, BMO of Rice Wash water and Coconut water. Despite the fact that Zafri did almost all of the project, and i was there to support and help where possible, i am most delightful to be there, to be one part of the team for international level. Woot! Click here for ITEX link.

to those who feel like coming, do come visit us at Hall 3, KLCC. we will be there effective today till this sunday. though this saturday i actually have a job interview of IOI.

:-(

2011-05-14T04:27:00.000+08:00

it is breaking apart moments now.

after 5 years.

or perhaps after 2 years.

still.

i am bestowed to have you as my friends.

this is from deep of my heart.

tranquil

2011-04-25T04:11:00.000+08:00

tranquil to me;

other than claiming myself as a pekebun, and pemusnah kebun as well,

i am cool when i read novels be it english or malay,

i am even cooler when i am in the ocean blues,

cooler cool-er when i am in the greens,

and when i have my nephews, or kids to cuddle.

i am a heart-breaker.

trigger II

2011-04-15T11:35:00.000+08:00

are you ready to pull the trigger now?

you and i both know

theh!

2011-03-27T02:22:00.000+08:00

the last thing i would do within these couple of months,

is to complain my ability to cope with the busyness.

being denial on my expertise of being a professor in procrastinating, is lame. hehe..

people change. the way i see things may be different from your point of view. so before the months move...i'll make things crystal clearrrr.

glad that everything is pretty much is still within my control.

off broga part 2 albums.

3D effects

effing excited meh. hahaha. the lucky ones. procrastination helps this time.

another procrastination issue of late submission of resume is this.

another interview. hahaha.

no sweat

2011-03-10T17:42:00.000+08:00

currently chilling all alone,

tuning to my ipod's music list,

currently playing; that day - one buck short,

this place i can call the prince of tranquil,

currently looking at the joggers and sweaters,

and i am all alone here writing,

currently chewing gum and cincau longan as company,

to let me write and juggle the notes,

currently alone,

looking way-farer of the lake.

a mood of peace.

i will miss this place.

hailam kopitiam.

tekanan

2011-03-06T14:49:00.001+08:00

lepas balik bercuti dari thailand, macam-macam masalah.

biasalah masalah, hidup apa tak ada masalah.

masalahnya, masalah semua tu datang sekali gus dalam tempoh 2 minggu ni.

berlambak-lambak. macam-macam jenis. masalah yang aku cari sendiri pun ada.

banyak sangat hati nak kena jaga..jiwa kacau.

tapi aku cuba cool...sebab aku tengok abah lagi cool.

aku memang sengaja xnak pergi kelas, xnak jumpa orang, xnak cakap banyak, xnak cari pasal, xnak online, sebab taknak tambah masalah.

baik tidur dekat rumah. sleep terapi bagus. tapi tak selesaikan masalah.

$ in making

2011-02-20T20:43:00.000+08:00

how and when will i ever be a good financial manager?

i am super damn good at expensing yet i am a flabby glorious bastard when it comes to saving.

after 8 days 7 nights in phuket and krabi, not to mention the jalan-jalan, touring, conquering - i have been here and there around the peninsular, the exploring do costs bunch of money, a total waste of buying video player costing up to rm350 last year which i only used once...and not to mention, the petrol that have tonnes of work-to-go-load to boost up my crib's engine...i must say, i have high degree of maintenance that acquire a lot.

and now i am getting myself an ipod touch

i have been a terrible person in managing the cash

i don't deserve to use credit card, because the card may be a great slave of wisdom and hope at all time.

did i ever mention that i am loooooking forward for more adventures in more places?

if not, now you know. i am.

seronok, dua ronok, tiga ronok jadi pelajar final year at220. chillex lah.

hypeee!

2011-02-18T19:56:00.003+08:00

eh hello again

very dusty ehh that i have to let you rest for quite some time.

can hardly blog when i am actually free all this while

i can merely say free time has put me outside of the blogsphere

so don't let me free.

many things many places many events happened. occurrence.

on top of everything, i was in krabi + phuket for 8 days 7 nights.

got back on the very early morning of thursday.

i have a lot to write. tonight.

two posts today perhaps

back opened.

dua ribu eleven

2011-01-05T04:47:00.000+08:00

2011!

updated live from my bunk in shah alam. had had my new year eve in the i-city afterawhile the random talk of going to dataran merdeka was called off, which ultimately give me at least some time of leisure and moment to breath with the hectic surrounding of thousands of people.

it was like 4 o'clock in the morning then we moved our ass up to get us down to the southern part of peninsular, conquering johor. randomly speaking, it was a very random idea of having the talk going to topek. i triggered the idea and offfffff weeeee goooo.

picked sung at batu pahat, and furthered down to johor bahru. jb city was like on my fingertips. i know everywhere! tawaf mcm dah berape byk kali. meratah seafood costing up to 100 bucks and thanks to the employed ones.. ;-)

and last but not least

saga dah capai 10,000km~~

mustache

2010-12-27T01:14:00.000+08:00

before i get even busier tomorrow and for the next coming days, since i have time to blog, do let me blog. haha.

started the match with national anthem from both sides. i was very curious to listen how indonesian's anthem was but turned out more lyrics of 'booooooo' and 'boooooooo' and 'boooooooya' again. probably i was on malaysians side, i reckon no decibels from the red side. this video is our Negaraku anthem!

i really had difficulty to blog these few months.

sepea-king of this pictures, in case you would have notice, i realized that i was actually keeping my mustache. since i am working for this semester break, i need to loooooook extra matured and extra 'older' fella, as if. haha. in easy words, i think it worked apparently.

how efficient was it? you tell me. hahaha.

bakar je

2010-12-26T16:08:00.001+08:00

al-kesah.

dulu waktu kecil, abg adin pernah bakar almari kampung kat machang, kelantan. ade can la nak bakar rumah kampung tu sbb die kayu kan. menurut cerita, kakngah pun ade sekali. ape-ape pn, mmg salah abg adin sepenuhnye la.

dulu waktu kecil, aku sndiri pernah bakar sofa kat kampung tu gak. nak jadikan cerita. gerombolan sepupu-sepapat mcm eera, aiza, azza, faiz kot, bersame-samelah excited tengok ade mancis atas meja. taim ni umur aku dlm darjah 1/2 kot..belum baligh lagi. mumayyiz orang2 tua taim tu cakap. taim tu mmg cam ajaib ar tgk mancis kuar api. pas satu satu bakar mancis tu. taknak bagi kene angin kipas siling tu, aku gunelah sofa tu, ramai2 la keliling sofa one seater tu, taknak bagi ada angin masok..konon-konon ar. sebatang, due batang, kawan baik aku ngan api tu. bile dh excited jd kawan, nak move to the next phase orang2 tua ckp..try la bakar kertas. best sket nak wat kawan ngan api tu..haa.......episod batu belah batu bertangkup pun bermula...

hamek..bersarnyer api..merah, chantek doh. kecik2, pastu biar je api tu..bagi api tu besar sket..pastu, zasss...arwah tok ayoh jerit la, "g amekk air, g amekk air" dlm loghat kelate. sofa tu setengah gak la terbakar. haha. api berjaya dipadamkan tanpe bantuan pasukan bomba..

dan aku? aku cam beselah. larriiiii kuar umah..takyah tunggu kene halau. mmg kene halau btol pn..takleh masok kampung..aku pn mainla kat luar umah, ngan ayam2 kampung, itik2 kampung..pastu, macik ku bername Mok Dah sorok-sorok bagi makanan n minuman kat luarrr..setengah hari gak la berjemur dgn api mataharii..tu sebab kulit aku gelap sekarang...kot la..haha.

dan sekarang. ada lagi kisah keturunanku yg suke nak bakar2 nih. anak buahku, ahmad ayman nasaie g bakar dapur umah kat umah sewa kakngah kat jerman. adoiyai. ayman tu baru discharged dari hospital demam, warded 4 days..dah sehat2, dah aktif, taim kakngah n abg ngah tdo + tengah demam, taim tu la die g bukak microwave, stove yg jenis pusing2 tu..ade plak baki minyak dlm kuali...kemudiannnye..zassss jugak lahh...dapur terbakar..hitam legam, siling rosak..u're totally Muhamad's, ayman.

utk kakngah, dugaaan tu. insyallah, ada benda baik yg kakngah akn dapat pas ni.

love you.

take care!

xmas

2010-12-25T16:20:00.006+08:00

after-awhile, i can squeeze some time here. :-)

bought 9 tickets to the final game of piala suzuki aff cup in stadium bukit jalan tomorrow night. i got my malaysian jersey to be wore for the game! skuad harimauuu malayaaaahhh, bagi gegarrrrrr itu skuad seberang!

ummi triggered the idea to deport to port dickson again. klang valley would certainly be complete just if teluk chempedak is like 1 hour driving.

had the idea of climbing genting again for the second time for christmas. but the idea of going to genting when the traffic could be hectic up there...
genting is a nice place when you feel like to escape from the typical life in kl. it gives new sensation to loosen the tight veins. buzzed my buddy, after 40 minutes driving..

*edited upload pictures

now they certainly have way to be innovative

exaggerated this pic. lapland, finland. duh

stopped by to had him snapped

and most probably, i would have new year celebration, in singapore for the second time. conquering the west port again. if last year we used chartered van with a tourist guide, this may be different this time around. probably just us alone.

pulau perhentian seems calling up my name now. cny's holiday is booked.

simple math : if things go well, may 2010..

n' birthdae

2010-12-20T00:49:00.002+08:00

shouteh!

happy birthday bimbo bernama anyssa binti lokman! ;-)

meh, besar doh kito lo nih. tahun dpn, dah 23. pehhh man..

have a great one. terlewat one day anyways. haha. kampung xde intenet.

and people.

just got back from two days one night in kelantan.

tired and dizzzy.

update later.

counting days for 2011!!!

mato mato

2010-12-02T01:47:00.002+08:00

yoi!

feel it?

commitment.

money.

leisure.

i am still alive, lah. hahaha

byk cirita itu rijiki.

muda lagi. byk lg.

Allah bg sama rata.

susah bebenaaaarr nak naip.

silly lily

hillo broga hill

2010-11-14T01:46:00.005+08:00

chronology

as the weekend hour ticks.

3 pm off to broga hill, semenyih.

used the old road, so no tol charges, less air-cond consumption due to the cool air ventilation from the outside, passed old cheras town, the dam, simply loving the scenery today.

those dslr lovers visit today certainly paid off. everything was magnificent. sunset, the rain, thunder, the cloud, weather is undoubtedly on our side. enjoyed every second. subhanallah.

tomorrow is another day of jalan-jalan.

destination : segamat, johor.

i only realized this now. when i was actually feeling grateful able to feel this delicacy of nature, those in Yogyakarta is suffering from the catastrophe.. Innalillah. Merapi 2010

rules of risk

2010-11-07T22:34:00.006+08:00

don't risk more than you can afford to lose

port to divert the tense. to chill and breath. best

don't risk a lot for a little

bawah nih plak video psl kwn2 aku byk sgt tegur psl care aku jalan.

even my parents say so.

"zahid, cuba jalan tegak. jangan bongkok"

bukan sorg, bukan due org, tp byk dahh..

ape yg baek dari orang, kite ambekk..

kite ubah mane yg leh..

kelakar tgk video nih..haha.

pretty sure when the time passes,

when i look back at this entry, i will dangle a smile

consider the odds

nr

2010-10-28T23:11:00.002+08:00

let me tell you what i have in mind

For the rest of my live.

- Maher Zain

confession

2010-10-14T16:21:00.004+08:00

confessions

it issss soo hardddd to blog eyh even when you have less classes, less lab works, and apparently a pretty chill semester.

now, i've hundreds of comments on my new look.

i promised to few people that i will dedicate an entry on my losing fat, losing weight chronology - the recipes. apology that i made you waiting. the entry will be ready by some time, sooner.

by this time, you are testing my patience buddy. i highly doubted you now. your silence seem like keeeeling the word trust. endurance.

am i happy? always am, cloud nine

take advantage over me? i don't mind. Allah sentiasa ada di sisi.

botak

2010-10-02T22:54:00.005+08:00

now

new look

...

......

i am pretty much almost bald. it is a biggy since i've never been this bald.

no i am not sick, am not back from mecca, nor paying nazar. keep all answers to yourself. i am bald pretty much because i want to. word up..haha. this is my first time. more into an experiment.

you would be surprised with my changes. take it, that it's not that sudden. 10 months has passed since i set my resolution.

to digest all the words, that, you think twice.

-si botak sekejap

raya o raya

2010-09-18T00:33:00.008+08:00

raya oh raya.

this is in kg kemuning, machang, kelantan

keluarga kembangan

keluarga asas +

(kakngah + abg ngah + ayman + azzan beraya di perantauan)

ade lg aktiviti raya.

aktiviti cousin-mousin katanya.

tp kat midvalley, tgk midnight movie.

jd boleh ambik gamba ikut suke sbb pkl 2 pg, midvalley takde org.

step-up 3d is awesome.

along + isya + zaim

lepas tu, raya ke-6 rasanya..ajakla my mates utk..ahm..cam

open house, tp x berape gak..sbb bgtau ummi, kwn2 zahid dlm 15 org dtg..

that said, open house ke?

this is my home. teratak pandan

credits to Zul Khairi for the pictures.

sekadar ajak mana yg dan, sbb mmg last minit idea.

sorry kalau ada yg terasa sbb tak dijemput

after all, raya is always raya

ikhlas melaporkan.

raya post

2010-09-13T12:46:00.003+08:00

i should have made this entry by the time i arrived safely in kg kemuning last wednesday's midnight. but too bad, kabel telefon di machang telah dicuri oleh penduduk setempat yang agaknya mencari besi burukk..malang seribu kali malang, line telefon smue inapplicable.

so..after having fantastic raya days here..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

maaf zahir dan batin

buat semua

and now i am still in machang, kelantan. got numbers of invitations to open houses of the clans. malangnya i am still in the middle of family commitment. next year perhaps. or maybe some other day.

kan orang cakap, raya kat kelantan 3 hari je. tapi raya kat kl, sebulan. jadi sebulan lagilahhh ada ni...haha..

ni online dekat rumah diq..

pre raya

2010-09-08T13:53:00.003+08:00

al kesah cepat punya post

semalam pergi jumpa tya at her bunk kat taman cempaka. the day before i've bank in her cash to buy me kek lapis dari kuching sarawak. and she managed to have it fresh from satok. (one of the must go place in kuching). once she rang me telling she has arrived in the land of semenanjung, i just could not wait. 3 cakes of kek lapis sarawak! telur telur telur, manis manis manis, gemuuk gemuuk gemuuk..

nasib baik sempat lepak dgn my fellow friends smlm. kalau tak, mmg dorg merajuk lg laa..hahaha. i've always disappeared during raya, and including this raya. i am certainly off to my kampung in kelantan. kg penakah, kemuning, kelantan. do come if you want duit raya seposen dua. dang dang..

smlm tlg ummi buat kuih raya, kek raya, biskut raya, semua raya. mcm2..ummi tahun ni rajin buat kuih raya. kesedapan, kehangitan, kehangatan, semua ada. kalau ummi buat kuih raya sendiri, dia akan pastikan semua kuih2 tak manis, tak lemak, proses pn gerenti bersih..sbb abah is very particular on foods. basically, that trait is also in my genes. i am particular when it comes to food quality.

hari ini berbuka di dalam kereta sebab bertolak kejap lagi. cd lagu raya dah beli semalam. original eh. album 2010 pn beli dah. jugak original. cuma lagu2 terbaru terpaksa di burn sbb takda kat kedai. jadi, salah kedai, bkn salah pengguna sbb terpaksa mengillegalkan benda yg legal. dah abis paksa zarif soh download lagu2 bollywood sbb abah suka lagu bollywood mcm dil kya kare, sangam, mohabbatein, kaho na pyar hai, dan kuchie2 hotak hang..

anak2 nya suka lagu mcm2 jenis. lagu dj ada, lagu rnb ada, lagu pop yey yey ada, lagu rock kapak 90 an pn adaaa..

tahun nih tak beli baju raya sebab rasa cam membazir. tahun lepas dah beli. why bother this year? eventho i know baju raya tahun lepas sgt besar utk dipakai tahun nih, dan baju raya tahun lepas pn tak cantik (to the eyes of abah dan abg adin), i could not care less to buy another. tahun depan, insyallah. when my body is physically fit to one size and just one. haha. dang dang jeng jeng.

ucapan hari raya? belum lagi. tunggu aku balik kelantan dulu, insyallah sampai dengan selamat. tapi for the time being, takda ucapan hari raya. tapi ada ucapan maaf.

maaf zahir dan batin untuk semua pembaca-pembaca kudapolo ;)

morib

2010-08-31T15:10:00.004+08:00

solat tapi tak puasa?

“Solatlah kemudian tunaikanlah puasa.” Adapun jika engkau puasa namun tidak solat, amalan puasamu akan tertolak kerana orang kafir (disebabkan meninggalkan solat) tidak diterima ibadah daripadanya.[Sumber: Majmu' Fatawa wa Rosa-il Ibnu 'Utsaimin, 17/62, Asy Syamilah]

sekadar peringatan untuk diri sendiri dan juga saudara muslimin dan muslimat.

i know am not good, i may have been bad, but i am trying to be the good one.

....

My birthday was on the 4th of july, and yesterday fareed had his treat to pay his guilt. haha. i never thought the sacc mall would have been fully occupied. i thought people do not go to those fancy restaurants with their college mates because i personally say those restaurants aren't cool to have moments of iftar together. their presence would highly have my reasons too, i guess.

The day before yesterday i went to jalan-jalan. kuyu triggered the idea to jalan-jalan, and i said, jom, pergi giant beli lauk, aku nak masak hari ni..as my housemates have been desperately asking me to cook, as all this while, it has been them cooking. i have been a terrible housemate. that i admit cause up to last night, their await was finally over. yet, it wasn't those heavy dishes i cooked like they did but simply wedges...there are three things you can't cheat, your age, your marriage and potatoes! utk poek..raya nih aku minta maaf ikhlas!

Ok, the story didn't end there. picked bedot. and off we go supposedly to jj bukit tinggi to buy the groceries. i even printed ayam masak tiga rasa cinta sayang recepi from the internet. but turned out i wanted to explore klang badly, then furthered up my jalan-jalan to sijangkang, and finally i was in pantai morib! and this is my first time.

Allah bless. Salam Ramadhan. Salam Kemerdekaan! Have a good time for the Syawal Eve!

31st August 2010

p/s : tahun nih tak beli baju raya sbb tahun lepas dh beli. semangat raya tetap ada. dah pergi jalan2 kt jalan TAR sbb jalan2 kat situ taim raya mcm wajib..terlalu ramai dan terlalu sesak dan terlalu tak dicadangkan untuk driving ke sana. naik lrt. ahm, lalu jakyl trading tiap2 hari jd dah rasa suasana raya..dah pergi juga jualan murah dkt stadium tertutup shah alam. jd, secara asasnya, biarpun aku tak beli apa-apa, tp aku dh shopping raya! :)

why you

2010-08-28T23:21:00.004+08:00

i have no nuffnangs advertisements. and that supposed to mean something. i am implying that this blog stays within the radius of my friends or friends of friends, instead of total strangers. regardless, strangers that are interested with what i have to share sure are interesting people with interesting story behold on.

it is a private personal blog yet without limit to anyone's view. am letting people judge and giving ticks for them to snap few seconds of their time here and do some review on me. i prefer here a lot than facebook that the impact is proved through my status there is rarely updated. if i want to update it, i surely have been thinking like thrice or more. unlike here, i feel free to talk. a great fact, because my 'wall' stays as my 'wall' instead of having other people having the same 'wall' as i do - coincidently speaking.

it is sorrow that when you have friends you can trust on, that you put your hope and faith on, are actually somehow, now, giving a biased and vague enthusiasm on the meaning of friendship. think deep because i know you are reading this piece. i am jotting this down prolly because my emotion is getting swayed with the gossip girls' s3. but my cents represent my sincerity and i am dead serious. but i am chill.

they say in GG, friends you make in college, or university stays a lifetime. true? why burn it.

zarif kat kg. penakah, kemuning

berbuka puasa di teratak pandan.

mmg ramai.

haaa..ni gambar dekat stadium shah alam. camwhore lg..

ramadhan update

2010-08-24T13:12:00.007+08:00

i didn't feel like writing until i read the link on '38th generation' label on my feedjit. i actually enjoyed my own art, and that would definitely be my upmost ultimate mission on blogging. aye?

many things have happened. from sick to hyped!

On a lighter subject, as some might have known - 'some are those who live within my apartment area' - abah has bought me my first car, a Proton Saga BLM. WTU 2442, say hello! this friday would be his first week birthday. Browsing through the net i have found this link which aroused and triggered my alternate sense somehow. [saga blm]

i know simply what you have to say on the picture above. pretty garang isn't it? haha. nonetheless if you know me, you would certainly would have picked me and put into a bag to those ADAMs that ain't interested in modifying and altering cars. yikes you got that right. i don't belong there. i believe it would take another decade or years to make me have the intensity and guts to change.

last 2 weeks went to air terjun, chamang in bentong pahang. 4 cars trip.

Dann, few days after the convoy, my stomach was troubled to a very bad ache. you have no idea. this is when i actually got diarrhea for 4 consecutive days that made me, had had had to sacrifice the delicacy of first ramadhan with it. living with diarrhea, i have to be in and out and made the toilet as my primary favorite room, i can't bear and deal with the weary and wasted energy. 3 days of non-puasa but still it doesn't make much difference because when you're terribly sick, you have no appetite to eat but just drink to not make you dehydrated.

cause of diarrhea : my own bad selection of mixed up menu

at 8.00 - 11 pm - it was supposed to be a kelantanese night oot. but turned out with more and more siswi of 38th generation participation. kan ten kan? ore kelate jah muloo..so home-cooked pulut, fresh made santan, and unbearingly delicious durians. i was served only seamaster drinking water which tastes absolutely like tap water.

then i slept and woke up for sahur around 5am, and at this moment, i could feel my stomach is bloating. regardless, to equip me a longer day for tomorrow, i sipped a glass of sunkist 100% orange juice from the fridge, this is supposed to be a good sahor...(i am the must-have fruit juice in fridge type of fellow. if there's no juice there would certainly have fruits in the fridge. so me..)

within 30 minutes if i can recall, there you go. climax man climax!! vomit over vomit, err..cirit demi cerit...hmm..tak terlarat nk cite penderitaan sakit perut..

to close the story, it was a bad experience after all with my stomach ache, i wanted to kick off my ramadhan with my family in kelate, with mok! supposedly i should be back with pok edz, bean and fatin..which i have to turned down..and later next day, went back to kelantan with abah ummi and along. lebeh keberkatan balik ngan family because everything went smooth in spite of my troubled peruttt..

even with my stomach ache, i managed to be driven to bazaar ramadhan machang. ahmm..you could have guessed what is most offered. cendol, akok, kuih telur, likely everything of fat-based, oily-based, lots-of-eggs-based kind of fruits are vastly offered in the bazaar. those you would have to say culture in the first place but, what do you have to say when the culture brings harm to your health? what say you? silence would undoubtedly let the society gets killed by the sweetness and temporary delicacy of foods.

oh did i tell you i am now 66 kg? big surprise no no.

i certainly accept comments and critics and my mind would translate those comments and criticisms to be projective or abducted. to please you is not my priority. to make myself glad and contented is always the primary idea of making my own day a DAY, everyday. i ammmm absolutely aesthetically contented!

webcame!

2010-08-06T04:10:00.004+08:00

kalaw dulu, saya selalu chat dgn Ayman je..

Ayman suka tunjuk dia best..

dan dia suka pose depan kamera..mcm ayah yed dan ibunye..hahaha

sekarang, saya ada Azzan utk webcam bersame!

heh..excited jadi pakcik dengan 2 orang anak saudara!

kakngah cakap dia pandai ckp German+English+Melayu+xtaw bhs ape,

tapi tak paham sepatah pun ape yg die ckp..

opening augueest

2010-08-04T03:32:00.005+08:00

and so i tuned to sinar FM...mind you, i don't care what you think. haha. people say that youth who listens to sinar FM has this different sense...which is called 'jiwang' here and there..hehe..anyhoo, tuning to this frequency actually made me blogged. so thank you sinar FM!

it's 3 am in the morning, and it is very breezy and windy here in shah alam. baru balik lepak dari Khalifah's, filling the emptiness of my stomach with a piece of naan bread and roti canai kosong which i have not eaten like ages. the roti naan is like everyday but roti canai kosong is like within this 5 months, that was my first. (roti canai has very high calories, heh sejak diet nih mmg aku particular tang food content nih..) melepak kat mamak td rase mcm melepak kat teluk chempedak sbb angin sepoi2 bahasaaaa yg non stop mendayu-dayukan liukan kedinginan malam..rindu saat2 bersama hafizi (papa), bedot, malam2 lepak kt situ..overnight, melantak mcd, meronda kuantan...haish..skrg masing2 bawak diri..

went swimming at pusat akuatik uitm yesterday. i have new swimming trunk yeebaaa2! soldier like. phew, and it stretches to my knee.

ym'd with man and man he was hilarious. or maybe it was me who made the night turned on! hahaha.

seriously, i have a great life. i am contented. i am lucky. i am blessed. i must say, Alhamdulillah.

i am grateful!

hope things would do even better for the upcoming days, months, and years!

p/s : tapikan, kenapalah aku ni pemalas sangat? tak mcm kwn2 aku yg laen..yg rajiin, komited dan sungguh berdedikasi sebagai seorang pelajar yg bergelar mahasiswa? kenapa aku hanye leh rajin taim last minit?? persoalan yg mmg dari dulu tak leh nak rungkai..

if you'd notice this post has a lot of laughters. i am happy. are you?

goodbye july. hello ramadhan

2010-08-01T03:29:00.005+08:00

happy weekend people!

that would be a good mukadimah to start with, no? it's 3.30 am in the morning, just returned from chilling at hailam kopitiam. and i would have to say, i have at last found a great spot to lepak. and that has to be it due to few exceptional reasons. it is strategically lies beside tasik shah alam..would it be cause it is very much occupied with tranquil and peaceful aura, and that is one kind of calmness...priceless.

i have a lot in mind. it wanders through my mind and ends up wandering. i have my own ambitions and goals that i have set that i wish those will end up as reality instead of just wild dreams.

mind thou..i have to apologize i have a bad memory. pertaining that, i am doing my best to have it back at the utmost level.

anyway, today is 31st of july (literally it is 1st of august blehhh), this entry is specially dedicated to, my beloved kakngah,

Sarah Azreen binti Muhamad

(p/s : ehmm..this pic is taken from google images, and supposedly to glitters..

but heck it's not working...)

dan sebagai hadiah, disbbkn adinda takde duet nk beli adiah, dan

family kite mmg family jimat, hahaha..gambar terbaru ummi menjadi galang ganti...

priceless nih..

taw kakngah rindduuu kt ummi..

dan ini.. pyh nk cari gambar kite smue skali..

naseb baek ade yg nih..

semoga kakngah sehat slalu, gembira selalu dan akan lebeh berjaya hendaknya.

i feel like being a sweet brother for writing this special entry. ahemmm.. hahaha.

takpe. sekali setahun. utk my one and only kakngah. :)

counting days for ramadhan.

syukran

2010-07-22T21:33:00.013+08:00

All of us, God's creations have milestones that we reach either planned or unplanned. And recently, i have made myself another personal record that I would always bear in mind to the sweetest and memorable memento.

Remember the post i told i was going to don full set of maroon Baju Melayu accesorized enough with kain samping and songkok which you would only wear during Hari Raya Aidilfitri?[click here to peep back] the one i told that Tun Dr Mahathir (which turned out it was Perhimpunan Umno for Cheras Parliament) is also attending the interview. There were like 12 applicants

the interview day

Alhamdulillah, thanks to the Merciful Allah, last night, on the 21st July 2010, I was awarded Anugerah Kepimpinan Cemerlang Mahasiswa by Yayasan Pendidikan Cheras. Makes it even nostalgia, the award giving ceremony was capped, given by our Deputy Prime Minister, Tan Sri Muhyiddin Yassin. making this my second encounter to shake hand and greeted him, except this one, it is rather official, with another zillions of cameras snapping pictures of him giving away the prizes to each. yeah, i was pretty excited. lol. It took part in the Grand Ballroom, Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre last night, and i must say it was a great experience to have myself served very much like a VIP. In some ways, I feel like I don't deserve to be one. Click for news of the ceremony

Truthfully speaking, other than making myself a personal record, i am very much honored that i could bring up my course's name to the entire hall. the moment my name was called

Penerima Anugerah Kepimpinan Mahasiswa,

Muhamad Zahid bin Muhamad
Sarjana Muda (Kepujian) Sains Teknologi dan Pengurusan Perladangan
dari Universiti Teknologi Mara

when i was on stage, after i have been reproved and reprimanded of the way i walk during the rehearsal, i changed my walking style, to rather a humble yet elegant way. hehe..i never thought the way i walk would be rebuked as such. at stage,

"Ambil kos apa?" Tan Sri Muhyiddin Yassin asking while giving me the price and posed to the cameras..
"Teknologi Perladangan" i replied saying it with full intonation and precise pronunciation. ;p

from left, UIA (Economic) UiTM ( Plantation Technology & Management) UPNM (Engineering)

the receivers from other IPTAs.

(UIA, UTM, UPM, UM, UiTM, UPNM)

i was supposed to quickly glanced to the cameraman.

it all falls at the right moment. Alhamdulillah.

this is not a post where i want to show off and such. tidak ada secalit pn niat di situ, tapi biarlah post ini menjadi inspirasi kepada yg lain pula utk berjaya dan melakar kejayaan. biar pun i have not finished my bachelor studies, and to be frank enough, I did not make it to the Dean's List this semester, this would certainly give me an extra push up to work even harder.

It was rather a funny day. Hanged out around Suria KLCC with Along once i was done with the rehearsal at 2, watched the Inception, filled my appetite with Chicken Supreme at the Pizza Hut, and eventually ended me up stucked into traffic jam around 1 hour, making me arrived at home safely at 7 pm. (btw, i had the meanest parking charge in KLCC - 18 bucks meh) Kuala Lumpur is always hectic with traffic, thus you would certainly need to bear in mind, to create another alternative plan - plan B. so, i ride abg adin's motorbike to the convention centre. and heccck yeah, i made it on time! haha ;p

an idea of camwhoring with along in a cinema which is my first time.

btol la first time..taim nih pn mmg cinema tu kosong. masuk awal 10 minutes.

tang netbook yg jd hadiah, once i arrived at home, along bukak je pintu, ckp kat ummi,

"ummi, netbook ni hadiah utk ummi..utk ummi bwk g sekolah..kecik sket.." tp my ummi rather refused and asked for the old laptop i am using writing this blog. (kakngah punye laptop)..

p/s : how i wish my compaq chelsea laptop have not lost...sape2 pn pencurik laptop ku itu, kite seettle akhirat!!

Kadang-kadang Tuhan hilangkan mentari dari kita...

DidatangkanNya hujan dan petir..

kita tertanya di manakah matahari..

rupanya Allah kurniakan pelangi..

quick peek

2010-07-22T01:51:00.001+08:00

if yesterday i was devastated with the bad news

today...

i am exhilarated! alhamdulillah. syukur nikmat. esok with the pictures.

ceritera gumbira

2010-07-19T23:31:00.009+08:00

so the pen shall stop penning

and let the pictures to do the job, to let you be visually attracted in a charming way of what i have been doing these past few weeks. hehe.

in easy words, i had a fantastic time.

1. mula2 cerita tentang aku ke kuala sentul, maran, pahang.

dua hari satu malam - minggu lepas.

ayam katik

2. 3 hari 2 malam di chaah, johor. topek's hut.

malam kedua. bbq sotong, ayam, udang.

sotong + udang = sodang celop tepong hahaha

the ingredients

astro beyond topek with his new plasma tv. byk kali dh berlagak..

haa..sape ckp lelaki tak pandai masak???

sape ckp dak bandar tak reti nyiang sotong??? (aku kampung sejati)

paan iblis hengeng ngah berbual ngan man kambeng

haaaa..the bbq set. aku? aku sedang menikmati buah2...buah ape? ha...

mcm2 adaaa

the clan. rindu ngan geng2 hengeng

the next day. off to gunung ledang, air terjun sagil trip #2

aku excited..huh..

makan ayam panggang yg dipanggang semalam. masih sedap...

comel kan? paan wat muke comel..poek wat muke teletubby.

aku maintain..hahaha

dan setelah letih memandu dan menjadi co drebar..hahaha..

3. pulut durian #2

sampai kat shah alam, g kedai durian..dan..ini hasilnya..

RM 25 utk 7 biji..

tp santan perah sendiri la derr..sbb beli santan kol 10.30 mlm..

aku reti laaa perah santan care lame..

hah..ada lagi dua berita gembira..

satu!

4. lahirnya seorang lg khalifah!

ahmad azzan nasaie

"aku sekarang dh jadi abang la der!" -ayman

lagi satu punya berita? esok punya cerita! haha

selamat malam. esok kelas pukol 8.30 pagi.

ana sudah ngantuk.

kau sentiasa dalam doaku

durian king!

2010-07-07T22:13:00.004+08:00

another food post.

i am a kelantanese. abah is from tumpat, and ummi is from machang. regardless what my birth certificate states clearly i am a kualalumpurian, i know the blood flows in my veins are originated from kelantan. hehe. jiwo kelate nihh...hahaha

thus, despite the FACT that i can't speak kelantan - proved cause i've actually tried all kind of orderliness of procedures and methods to enable zahid to kecek kelate...

i am born with the culture of kelate.

one of it is : pulut durian! hehe..

around 3pm, searched for the king of fruit, in Giant Sec 13. 30 bucks to get us 11 packets of Durian Kampung. then, went to sec 8 to get santan / coconut milk and gula nisey (gula melaka)..

and the result is as below :

mengikis gule nisey..

haaa..those are the secrets! haha

this is my plate, this is how i eat.

this is how a besutian (po'ek) eats. habis2 gaul GULA PASIR, baru bubuh pulut..

(not advisable sbb gula pasir itu berbiji2 dan kurang sedappp la banding ngan gule niseyy)

ini adalah cara orang pertama kali makan. orang sungai besar, selangor.

first time makan. dilarang sama sekali untuk ditiru.

ade ke bubuh 3 titik je santan???

interested? mari datang ke teratak kami. dannnn datang jgn bawak diri shj tapi bawa durian dan santan sekali.

berbau habis satu blok 47 nih. mantap la ko durian!

waka huppa

2010-07-06T23:52:00.005+08:00

when i am leaving my kudapolo rusty and dusty, that does not put it to be redundant.

it would be my first page or sort of, to be checked whenever i got online. oh, ai leb biu kudapoloku. hahaha.

online gets easier in shah alam, as streamyx has been successfully installed into our apartment. basically, our apartment has many things to offer that inhibits me in certain ways from moving around, making apparent excuses to go out and waste greater extent of cash.

4th of july has again made it's personal record.

zillions of thank you for everyone who have wished, may it be through facebook, calls and prank calls, through cakes and presents, sms's or in anyhoo methodology unmentioned.

4 hours before 4th of july ticks, went to tanjung harapan, klang for a pre-birthday,

at least po'ek said. rushed from pandan jaya to be in shah alam around 5pm.

done with the house technical issues, pictures per say is what we've filled in to our digestive systems.

before : we waited 2 solid hours to have all this foods served and ready.

after : we took less than an hour to finish all the some-say-substances, as we have actually missed an important match, german against argentina. this restaurant doesn't equip it's shop with lcd yet still managed to make people wait outside to get their table. there was no vacancy the moment we entered, and i've to grab like any chance whenever people leave.

12:00 am, more or less.

thank you yana. appreciate it very much,

the efforts you and my fellows to reach the peak of blok 48. hehe.

the cupcakes are aesthetically an apparition.

3:00 pm @ redbox, sunway piramid.

cake for all. new york cheese cake, hazelnut cheese cake

has always been my indulgence.

you know who you are my cunty fellows. haha.

why complain when life is meant to fluctuate?

being a bachelor has always earns its bonuses

thank you.

before the night ends

2010-06-20T00:35:00.004+08:00

of course i am loving it.

tomorrow, early in the morning, i am attending an interview, which is also attended by tun dr mahathir. then, i shall rush to shah alam, off to perak for another 4 days. later, i will start working again. i have one more important task undone in my semester break to do list. refer to my previous blog [here] for a brief details on my semester break plan.

...going to topek's hut in chaah, segamat, johor. guilt haunts. still, you have my best efforts to make the trip a reality. i have no time, so i'll make time for it.

and btw, there are technically more undone things in the to-do-list. thattttt i will deferrr..

when i move, i forget things easily.

and wish me luck. i am going to don full set of a maroon baju melayu, kain songket and samping which you would only wear occasionally. rase cam nak kawen plak esok. haha

the heapy

2010-06-16T19:52:00.005+08:00

ahep!

pictures do the talk. im in a bad rush.

remember the trip to indonesia? from our way to poek's hut in besut, we stopped at tanjung lumpur, kuantan for the sake of enjoying the delicacy of seafood's freshness. and no kid, like told, it was worth the 1.5 hours of extra driving.

ikan masak tiga rasa, ikan masak stim, sotong dan udang celup tepung

(which was the best prawn ever)

speaking of today, i was in genting. being 22(to-be) is always nice taking you have so much to do with your body. aheemmm..take that words wisely, and in adequate way. another day of the theme parks enjoyment. my personal record, i've been riding the cosmoworld's coaster and stuffs for 3/4 time, as for the genting outdoor themeparks, today would be my second experience.

before

after.

and that girl in blue shirt was crying and her mom

simply knows i snapped this photo in front of her.

"aku mmg jahat..orang dewasa kan jahat..haha"

and..notice the beauty. this is titiwangsa alps.

4 diversified people + 2 is missing

my camera counts! hell yeah..hahaha

i am very much packed, tight schedule. but it gets my adrenaline moving. if you're one of my stalker, you should have been able to know my characteristic falls into the bloodnonstopmovingheartpumping group of personality. and makes it even historical, it all falls at the right moment. syukur alhamdulillah despite of the test. what's is life without obstacles?

now more hoping. tawakal dan usaha is the recipe.

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah usaha hambamu ini.

face it, live with it, and improve.

grateful to have friends that i can ALWAYS count on.

A good day. Good drive. Back to shah alam tonight.

Insyallah..with HIS will, i have a long life to experience.

booda

2010-06-15T14:33:00.004+08:00

a lot

again, moving machine.

i was in lcct sepang around 10pm till 12 am, fetch'd my buddy radzi to help him to give her mother a surprise come back from india as early as 2am. you have my bestowal. BESTOWED. haha. and like said, put them in your blog fgs.

i don't show off my feelings nor here or facebook. know what i am proud of? capability to control my anger, my emotion off the public. catchy.

i am a 22 years old fellow lives in the heart of kuala lumpur, and i'm very much aware of the hazards what that has to offer.

our apartment in section 7 has been painted. cream and red. i'll post the pictures when the house makeover is done. limited time deals with slow process of makeover.

i have made lots and lots of people disappointed. and bright side, to realize there are actually numbers of surprising people that love me out there.

so, after a day of wall climbing on saturday, sunday-out with bosteadians-to-be around kl till midnight, and sepang, monday with the two father of whiz, and today likely off to shah alam again. tomorrow is a whole day in genting.

world cup fever? spain + england + new zealand is all on me!

new addiction

2010-06-08T00:17:00.003+08:00

and now i need to look for glee collectors cause i know i am lame at downloading.

after a month of addicted to How I Met Your Mother. truthfully speaking, i have all 5 episodes of them. haha.

he is legend....waittttt forrr itttt.....ah...hah...darry!

pulau karimun

2010-06-07T19:56:00.011+08:00

a new experience of looking a live tornado at the south china sea. (arrow)

i have really tried to put an effort to make this very short holiday a memento to remember.

1st of june

almost forgot to bring my passport along. thank you along for the very last minute reminder. departed to besut from shah alam at 12pm. stopped at tanjung lumpur, kuantan for a superb freshness of seafoods. the prawns were effing delicious i tell you. worth waiting the shop to be opened, precious 30 minutes of waiting by the seaside. arrived safely i would say, in jertih, besut at 2 am.

2nd of june

getting our ass ready. had a quick stop at my village in kg kemuning machang, to grab abg adin's backpack, pouch bag, and his camera as well. gathered at 5pm at jertih, and hop'd on our coach. goodbye jertih and hello to pontian, johor. another 12 helpless hours of sitting.

3rd june -5th june

Karimun Island, Isle of Riau, Indonesia / Pulau Karimun di Kepulauan Riau, Indonesia.

6th june - 7th june

on our way back to jertih. longer this time. another 14 hours. the next morning, buzzed abg adin to pick me at jertih. and i am now back in my beloved kampung at kg kemuning, machang. i must say i miss my mok very much.

8th june

which is tomorrow. back to my crib at pandan jaya. dangling to-do-list for the coming weeks.

i am lazy enough to have arrange the photos. so...

roughly from top to bottom

that's the buddy, po'ek. behind is the karimun mountains.
the gigantic ship is real fast. we thought our ferry would have hit it (or the other way round)
heee..i know. archaic showing cute face up there. but i am telling you, this bus is new with the registration no of WTU, pretty much honored. ahah
pantai pongkar. untouched beauty.
the fountain, at the hillside of karimun's.
poek's aunty did this simple maths. useful enough. i thoroughly spent 400,000 rupiah with that guide, wisely speaking.
that face is getting irritating now. haha. that's our ride touring the whole island.
bundle factory outlet store here.

another post coming through

keyboard

2010-05-31T20:03:00.003+08:00

have complications to breath these few weeks. life has been a definite hectic.

i move everyday. best, tapi leteh sebab kl tak pernah tak jam lagi-lagi mrr2 and federal.

many things happened, many things are happening.

sumpah penat tapi i am growing up.

life phase is generous enough.

i am no more diet, and couldn't beat my fatigue, i am gaining on weight. jaihooolaa..

i have the guts but to you, i am losing it.

esok pergi terengganu, pastu pergi the sumatera, land of indons. tapi business proposal tak siap ape-ape pun lagi. esok petang dah kene siap proposal. esok petang jugak nak gerak, barang langsung tak berpack, biarpun tahu diri sibuk umpama siti nurhaliza. (saje ambik contoh die, sbb die skrg businesswomen)

ummi tengah masak nasi goreng..sedap bau..kensel lagi la diet malam nih..

susah nak berblog.

brief enuf

2010-05-22T14:44:00.005+08:00

i won't waste time wondering why i have been given one whole month of holiday last semester break. i was away from my home the whole december, and halves the november, last year. been independently in terengganu, surviving with hectic organizational behavior, organizing the monsoon cup's sukan rakyat events.

i know, the haste those days meant something is going to show up, the time came, my semester break, provided it is two solid months, i imagined my semester break would be full with leisures, and my 22-so-called activities. nonetheless, turned out, it is 22-full-family-break occupied.

roughly this 5 months has been very interesting to look back.

with datuk peter gilmore

i got the chance to ride and fight. i'm the one in green

pulau perhentian

perlis

huh, i need this a lot. i yearn the challenge

menambah lemak afterawhile dieting.

melepak di atas jejantas

and now i am in sungai buloh likely everyday on the weekdays

working for the family project.

tiring but new things are interesting

been here like 4 times already. my favorite spot in klang.

whenever i'm stressed out, whenever i ran out of oxygen,

i would definitely go here.

perkahwinan caturan

2010-05-15T13:05:00.002+08:00

perkahwinan anak diatur.

sejauh mana?

masih relevan?

our love to our parents are never ending, it grows.

tapi, kenapa kita yang kena tanggung bebanan?

freedom? apa tu?

.konflik.

kisah dalam novel, kisah realiti.

dah kena.

./.

perkahwinan kini kembali menjadi caturan

2020 cars

2010-05-14T18:13:00.005+08:00

Porsche 918 Spyder
What We Know Now: A carbon-fiber-reinforced plastic monocoque makes the 918 light (3,285 pounds) and efficient--Porsche has estimated a 78-mile-per-gallon fuel efficiency. It is likely to go 0-62 mph in 3.2 seconds with a top speed of 199 miles per hour. Under the hood, a 500-horsepower V8 engine derived from the Porsche RS Spyder will partner with a 160 kW motor (that's equivalent to about 210 hp).

rambang mata...

kereta-kereta...

those cars...

make me whine...

[link]

click to check what car will you be driving in 2020!

i thought chevrolet is one of the top, and turned out, proven that

their innovations sits well in the worst made cars on the road. [link]

toyota rules the top 10 most popular cars on the road, around the globe.

vios is a lot like yari.

camry? one kind of elegance. [link]

getting a car?

btw

to ladies, or i guess, men can't be excluded. watch this :

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=118616808171122

posto

2010-05-13T18:23:00.004+08:00

tear-drops spotted whilst i am writing this entry.

EDITED

(ade mcm2 jenis air mata. utk yg nih, air mata bkn air mata sengaja keluar, tapi the kind of air mata that tetiba aje keluar. mcm, bila ko kenyit mata, tiba-tiba ade cam air keluar..setitis aje..tp air mata ar gakkk kan..haha)

macam dramatik, but nah. it drops because of my incapability to cope with the busyness i am dealing with atm. this tear-drops felled not because i feel like i can't cope with it though. one word, fatigue. not that i am incapable, but let just say, i am in the phase of what people usually term as 'cultural shock'. despite all this, i know, i would eventually be able to go through this stage succesfully. this killing session is only for months, and by the time it would end in 3 months time, i would wake up and say, 'i'm over it? really?' hopefully..

i am reading this book 'Rahsia Perniagaan Orang Cina'. did some reading while i was waiting for Abah at his office, me sleeping in the car and discovered the true fact that Malay's strategy of business somehow has to be transformed. The truth is, we live in reality. reality is never easy...Aye, if i wan't to babble on that topic, it would be dangling...and i aint qualified to do the talk.

Waiting doesn't tunes well with my frequency, so reading simply takes over the situation.

so i cancelled my trip to kelantan this week. 2 trips are down. by this time, i should have been jalan2 cari gajah with poek and zuhan at jeli, or probably, i am wandering, knowing the true Kota Kinabalu for one week..and for freeee..adeh..sbb free tu yg wat nyesal..haha

takpe. lihat pengorbanan itu dari segi positif. tapi, sejauh mana?

Committed

2010-05-11T20:08:00.005+08:00

I am sorry that i wasn't able to satisfy everyone's needs this holiday.

i have put my words to fared, naz, achap, reyas, to spend more time this semester break, with our money activities which would be like (pengalaman cuti sekolah saya dan kawan-kawan), wall climbing, badminton, g lepak and keje at pasar malam. seriously i have been thinking about those plans...but...

Nabilah (my faculty's student representative / mpp) rang me to fly with her and others to Sabah this thursday, until next sunday. Sabah and Labuan are couple of states i have always wanted to have my time wasted. and i am more than flattered to have myself invited, despite the fact i have no contribution at all to the faculty. usually, or most of the time, i would have no problem when it comes to this, (and did i mention it is all free?) and i have to turned down the offer because...

Topek azaman! this fellow guy serves as an assistant manager for a Boesteud Estate in Eldred Estate, Chaah, Segamat, Johor..and been insisting to invite me, spending moments in his hut. i love his crib because his crib is huge, and locates deep in the middle of a large oil palm estate. we've planned to have bbq, jalan2 segamat, main badminton, spending the World Cup moments together, and he rang me to inform that he has bought a brand new LCD Toshiba Plasma TV, 32 inch. i've told him that i'd be going there by train, stopped at Bekok and he would fetch me up. I have always wanted to travel via the old KTMB train... And now, since I've made my word, i would have to make it real, but...

My international passport is still brand new despite of the one and only Singapore stamp, and since i've got this offer going to Sumatera, can't resist from telling my parents i'd be going, and they've agreed but..

Going to jeli with poek. interesting jeli cause it has golok which means another thailand stamp, and a very beautiful, tranquil green scenery. and it haunts zuhan and couple of my friends other than wild faunas aside. that - i was thinking to defer, but i can't. so, i am thinking of going back to kelantan, this week, hm and only for three days. shall see about that. and i can't defer because..

And the last but not the least i could say, I wanted to finish up my thesis proposal, like as soon as possible...and that require me to finish my time doing all necessary readings, research on my particular subject and commitment...but...

And the answer for all the 'but' are still not to be shared yet. It is still ambiguous. I will, but not for the moment I am hooked up with something. which that something requires my full 3 months commitment.

envy you

2010-05-05T23:03:00.003+08:00

can't cheat that i envy what ad is experiencing. [link]

all new bunch of experience..which seriously again, has excited my pulse enthusiasm of what life has to offer.

i am still at the same path, working along the long straight line of agriculture, that somehow does triggered me few time, where would i be in few years time. even deep inside, i know, i have my deep passion on the agri-green-culture.

so ironman 2 at jusco bukit raja kicked off my two months holiday.

2010-04-27T10:48:00.002+08:00

LOCATION : PTAR 1. I HAD MY TIME STRATEGY NEGLECTED, DIDN'T EVEN THINK TO HAVE IT UNCONTROLLED WITHIN THE POWER OF MINE. SO LITERALLY SPEAKING, MY RESEARCH PAPER YESTERDAY WAS A MASSIVE DOWNTURN. THE PAPER WAS OKAY, BUT MY TIME MANAGEMENT RUINED EVERYTHING. NONETHELESS, DESPITE I'M RANTING THIS ENTRY WITH CAPS, THAT SHOULDN'T BE BECAUSE I'M MAD, DEPRESSED, AND SUCH, NADA..I'M USING MY E75, WHICH FGS, I CAN'T LOWER THE CAPS! I KILLED MY TENSE, HAVE IT ALL THROWN OUT AT TANJUNG HARAPAN, PORT KLANG AGAIN. HAHA. THAT SPOT IS REAL GOOD. HAD OUR DINNER SERVED, WHICH HAS REALLY EXCITED MY APPETITE WITH THE LIT OF SUNSET AS MY COMPANY. I AM INTO FRESH SEAFOODS EVEN MY ABAH TOLD ME TO NOT EAT MUCH PRAWNS. CANT HELP WITH THAT. FEW PICS WILL BE UPLOADER LATER.

my diet

2010-04-23T15:23:00.004+08:00

history of zahid muhamad.

i was 50-55 kg from form 1 till form 3, at smka tun ahmad zaidi adruce, petrajaya, sarawak.
ultimately, i was 90kg when i was in form 4, smk batu lintang, kuching, sarawak
i was 85 kg when i was in form 5, smk pandan jaya, ampang, kuala lumpur.
i was 78 kg when i was in part 3, last semester. in precise, december 2009.

and now i am officially..

68kg. chet. dramatic..? anyhoo, i feel like i am gaining fat back now.

this 2 weeks only, i have been loitering, lepaking till the dawn, at kfc seksyen 13, kfc seksyen 7 most of the time - likely almost every fortnights, McDonald seksyen 2, McDonald seksyen 9.

fortunate enough pizza hut, dominos, nandos, chilli's aint open 24 hours to equip me a so-called conducive place.

you tell me what i have eaten. as far as i am concern, i have not break my promise...yet. i won't compromise my integrity.

i've kept telling myself, and even to friends, i will chill my diet program during my finals, and that's what pretty much i have been doing. chilling to the optimum level. optimum enough?

recapping moments.

last night, rm40 of dominos, me and imran alone eating two regular pizzas, one small banana cake, and onion rings. the leftovers was kept for bean and azri. we brought the 2 sets of dominos + 1 banana cake (a pizza like) + onion ring, and had them served at kfc. seriously, guilts were all the way, felt like criminal when we ate, and used kfc's accommodation. a moment to remember though.

the day before, i was in secret recipe at SACC mall. tasting the indulgence of new york cheese cake and apple cheese slice pie. got tensed with qmt questions..which is just another excuse. diet tips : don't make pressure as an excuse for your excessive fast food!

the day before and before : ate spicy chicken mcdeluxe + mcflurry. adoihaii..

and i can't recall what i ate before before and before or even before those. too many fats, too many calories, too many unhealthy foods i have consumed only for this 2 weeks.

fair enough, i have not been eating them in like 3 months. sekali-sekala, is the term!

this two weeks is the weeks for pimple to grow, for fat to grow, for skin to get fair...cheh..as if.

i am off to sumatera, indonesia this semester break. end this finals real quick.

flower booth

2010-04-17T02:14:00.003+08:00

make me write!

i am losing my touch.

i have this curiosity to try out new things. this happens when you are teen. i am no more teen, but i am at a so called 'pre-adult' stage. haih..prepared or not, prepare for the worst. life's predictable if you have your target.

I am thinking about opening a booth for this Convocation in my campus. Selling fresh flowers, gifts, teddy bears. It needs huge capital, working on my paperwork atm. Shall be looking for best supplier at Central Market or, Petaling Street, anywhere that could provide and supply me the 'freshest' and best roses, flowers at the best rates, this weekend. People have doubts on me, my first effort may not work that good, but it doesn't end just like that. We improve, we get better.

ideas?

where who what

2010-04-09T02:24:00.006+08:00

a night full with chat

triggered few metaphores

i was thinking about my road, my path of life

"where would i be in 5 years?"

"what would i be in 5 years?"

"whom will i be with in 5 years?"

aku cinta

aku rindu

ever think where you are heading now?

think deep now.

snow ball

2010-04-06T19:27:00.007+08:00

and so it is raining here.

this couple of weeks is torturing, so i shall handle it wisely.

...

when the night gets boring.

[location : again, i-city]

my body clock doesn't work like it was like during the first three months.

[location: kfc @ 2:30am]

i am not sure about my agenda this semester.

i have less papers and less credit hours yet the paper can still harm.

[location : wisma pkps, shah alam : a darn boring morning so-called scientist's day]

this is j, n's right wing

eiffel!

happy.birthday.nr

home sweet home

2010-04-04T15:18:00.003+08:00

i am home!

you would see me arching a long wide smile, with a straight line of teeth, chatting helplessly today. ym'd with fareed and radzi last night till the night turned into subuh.

i skipped prof low's class -a statistic class- which i am personally detesting. not that i have any personal issue with the lecturer (more or less) but the subject acquires a lot of self studies, which i am thinking of doing things on my own...literally.

my final exam kicks off this 25th of April. everyone would have agree that our Malaysian education system is torturing.

i cannot say a word yet.

scribble

2010-03-27T02:52:00.003+08:00

if my friends can make it happen, why couldn't i? i have what you have, may i have less, or may i have more. it just a matter of time, a matter of efforts.

"I laugh, i love, i hope, i try, i hurt, i need, i fear, i cry. And i know you do the same things too. So we're really not that different; me and you."

i work on things differently, i may be slow, and i may be quick. my neurons may not be working rapidly as yours do, but it did worked.

"People have to really suffer before they can risk doing what they love."

honestly, i envy my friends who can now show off what they have to offer to their family. victory! what do i have? i am not being a modest person, because i live in a certain standard, standard which is even in despair, which is not upraised by others.

lies, if you say what other people say do not count. i take them seriously - which subsides the issue of it stays as a positive reminder or a negative. how do you take it. day passes, the clock ticks, trust me, i always try to make things better everyday! life is about getting better, experiencing and breath the best air i could ever inhale.

this is rather an emo post. but i scribbled with a smile arched.

Allah is testing me. i know, HE has cherished me with unremarkable achievements, undeniably full with life's astonishment, but what do i give as a repay of HIS kindness?

Good friends, good books, and a sleepy conscience: this is the ideal life.

coco banana

2010-03-26T17:26:00.004+08:00

selamat hari jumaat.

it's friday. and yesterday was history.

live within the standards? or live within the limits?

when i text you, saying i want to see you, it takes my guts to make it happen.

i want to make this real!

cepat

2010-03-21T02:09:00.002+08:00

. hari yang meletehkan tapi amat menyeronokkan .

wall climbing lagi.

main tarik tali lagi.

main bola ragbi lagi.

tengok hot air baloon kat putrajaya, tapi tak naek.

banyak main-main.

esok?

futsal lagi.

i love to sweat, that i love to burn my calories.

few to go, then i hall stop.

god bless malaysia.

...

i don't mind you breaking the promise,

because i live my life well.

tapi, ada padahnya. haha.

no to devils.

photos :-)

2010-03-08T21:41:00.008+08:00

photo album

: 1 :

location : perhentian island, terengganu
datum : 15th february - 20th february 2010
cost of trip : cheaper than you think.. seriously.

went kayak'ed, the moment where i got my skin burnt. seriously burnt.
tak terkata ramai orang cakap aku hitam. (i am dark enuf haha)

discovered a new world down here

i am the one with flippers, witnessing the miracle

numbers

we cooked and ultimately, everything was pretty much economic.
spent rm200 for barbeque on the last day.

notice the kiddo on the right. paan's little brother.
and he is a true brave boy.

at the waterfall spot

used my shirt as the net and bread as the bait. it worked
btw, this is illegal! i left the fishes alive. haha

the more the merrier

and i wasn't home for these few days. can't get enough with places.

: 2 :

location : carey island, klang. perlis. kedah.
date : 27th - 1st march.

conquered the north the next weekend.
a batch trip. bolehlah.

: 3 :
this is super near, and the lights are spectacular. in i-city, shah alam

: 4 :

location : pusat sukan, uitm
date : 7th march 2010

the following day, accompanied daus to his leasure's family day.
interesting that they invited the orphanage from klang.
i am more than grateful for what i have today.

: 5 :

location : presint 5, putrajaya

date : 7th march 2010

trying something new is an adventure.

i admire your persistence

brief enough yet this takes me an hour.
i am looking forward for many stuffs.
i want to be a super tramp. i know i can.

have a good time everyone! more pictures in my facebook.

i say

2010-02-27T00:23:00.004+08:00

i am having a terrible headache the whole day, that left my intention to have my friday relaxing, another outing-have-fun day planning a nada.

i wanted to writeeeeeeeee..write like i really mean it. write like i have enough time to share my ideas, my stories, my babbles. i came across the boredom line yet i wasn't still here though this page is meant to fill my boredom which eventually increase the curiosity of you, the question why. first of, because i lost my laptop - which i am still thinking over it day by day, even it has been two weeks.........................

news on the death of the trainer of a killer whale doesn't surprise. what else is there to say. it's a frigging killer whale. you would do the same if you are locked in a cage, made you swim around catching balls, and act like you're a clown all day, listen to my echoes and ultimately go mad, i would fucking eat you as well.

i am the walking machine. i toured this peninsular within 3 months time, and tomorrow is another journey to north malaysia..this would be the second within this period. it would be a boring one cause it's a batch trip...and bedot, papa, zuhan isn't along like before..it won't be as chill as before. they used to be my loyal companies. hehe.

again, this headache is aching again.

p/s : perhentian pictures will be up the next post. :)

perhentian v1

2010-02-23T11:54:00.003+08:00

so i was in pulau perhentian, terengganu last week.

dived to the deep blue sea

did i tell you, when i dived, sea turtle (penyu) was swimming along with, came across sharks with about 1m length couple of times, sea cucumber, colorful relentless fishesssssss, and ... bah. well, no words can describe the beauty.

i shall write longer post on the trip, with more spectacular pictures and views, later.

have a nice february.

sundae

2010-02-15T11:29:00.003+08:00

i was in chaah, segamat in saturday and sunday.
and now i am back to kl, and today's heading to janda baik.
tomorrow kicking off my festive season to terengganu.

i am thinking of proposing the idea of studying 'oil palm cultivation in coastal and beach areas' for my thesis. we got to elect and choose our respective supervisor now, and Dr Adzmi is on top of my list just yet. He's the wizard in soil, he got something that i need.

Spending a month in terengganu last december, looking at how oil palm managed to grow even in severe-logged drain, cultivated in beach areas, is quite something. Interesting. Terengganu and Carey Island in Klang, is the two top areas for my case study.

till then.

laptop biru

2010-02-12T19:45:00.004+08:00

penceritaan.

4hb februari 2010, ada orang telah mengambil laptopku dan tak pulangkan sampailah sekarang. (erti kata yang lain, curi...)

............................................

dalam bulan januari dan februari, aku rasa diriku kejap naik, kejap turun.

dah dua kali dalam masa bulan februari, aku ke esplanade tanjung harapan, port klang. pergi menikmati kesegaran kenikmatan seafood sambil menikmati pemandangan matahari terbenam di tepi port klang. indah tak terperi. nama kedai 'Muara Ikan Bakar'. aku akan ke sana lagi. pergi naik motorku, itu yang buat perjalanannya seronok. mestilah tak pergi seorang.

realitinya, aku boleh buat bersendirian beberapa jenis kerja, ada orang menidakkan kemampuan dan kebolehanku. percayalah, aku boleh.

Kawan, jangan jadi lawan. Aku dah ada kawan yang aku nak lawan.

You are messing with the wrong person. I am totally not the person you would want to end up with.

Akhir sekali, esok aku akan ke johor, dan hari selasa, ke terengganu.

**aku masih meraung, bertapa atas kehilangan laptop biruku. kerana ia yang sentiasa menemaniku tak kira masa dan keadaan. minggu depan, nak tak nak, aku kena cari penggantimu, kerana aku tak suka meminjam.**

sticky

2010-02-03T00:48:00.001+08:00

I need her to fill the emptiness.

there i said it.

Better vs Bitter

2010-01-31T22:57:00.001+08:00

click and think.

sekadar beringat

2010-01-31T11:56:00.001+08:00

I read this from naz's blog.

...

Sekadar ingatan bagi yang ingin beringat…

Pada suatu senja yang lenggang, terlihat seorang wanita berjalan terhuyung-huyung. Pakaianya yang serba hitam menandakan bahawa ia berada dalam dukacita yang mencekam. Kerudungnya menangkup rapat hampir seluruh wajahnya. Tanpa hias muka atau perhiasan menempel di tubuhnya. Kulit yang bersih, badan yang ramping dan roman mukanya yang ayu, tidak dapat menghapus kesan kepedihan yang tengah melanda hidupnya. Dia melangkah terseret-seret mendekati kediaman rumah Nabi Musa a.s.

Diketuknya pintu pelan-pelan sambil mengucapkan salam.Maka terdengarlah ucapan dari dalam “Silakan masuk”.. Perempuan cantik itu lalu berjalan masuk sambil kepalanya terus tunduk. Air matanya berderai tatkala ia berkata, “Wahai Nabi Allah.. Tolonglah saya. Doakan saya agar Tuhan berkenan mengampuni dosa keji saya.

“Apakah dosamu wahai wanita ayu?” tanya Nabi Musa a.s. terkejut. “Saya takut mengatakannya. “jawab wanita cantik. “Katakanlah jangan ragu-ragu!” desak Nabi Musa.Maka perempuan itupun bercerita, “Saya… telah berzina. “Kepala Nabi Musa terangkat,hatinya tersentak. Perempuan itu meneruskan, “Dari perzinaan itu saya pun… lantas hamil. Setelah anak itu lahir,langsung saya… cekik lehernya sampai… tewas,” ucap wanita itu seraya menangis sejadi-jadinya. Nabi Musa berapi-api matanya. Dengan muka berang ia mengherdik, “Perempuan bejad, enyah kamu dari sini! Agar seksa Allah tidak jatuh ke dalam rumahku karana perbuatanmu. Pergi!”… teriak Nabi Musa sambil memalingkan mata karana jijik.

Perempuan berwajah ayu dengan hati bagaikan kaca membentur batu, hancur luluh segera bangkit dan melangkah surut. Dia terantuk-antuk keluar dari dalam rumah Nabi Musa. Ratap tangisnya amat memilukan. Ia tak tahu harus kemana lagi hendak mengadu. Bahkan ia tak tahu mahu dibawa ke mana lagi kaki-kakinya. Bila seorang Nabi saja sudah menolaknya, bagaimana pula manusia lain bakal menerimanya? Terbayang olehnya betapa besar dosanya, betapa jahat perbuatannya. . Ia tidak tahu bahawa sepeninggalnya, Malaikat Jibril turun mendatangi Nabi Musa. Sang Ruhul Amin Jibril lalu bertanya, “Mengapa engkau menolak seorang wanita yang hendak bertaubat dari dosanya? Tidakkah engkau tahu dosa yang lebih besar daripadanya.
Nabi Musa terperanjat. “Dosa apakah yang lebih besar dari kekejian wanita pezina dan pembunuh itu?” Maka Nabi Musa dengan penuh rasa ingin tahu bertanya kepada Jibril. “Betulkah ada dosa yang lebih besar daripada perempuan yang nista itu?”

” Ada !” jawab Jibril dengan tegas. “Dosa apakah itu?” tanya Musa kian penasaran.”Orang yang meninggalkan solat dengan sengaja dan tanpa menyesal. Orang itu dosanya lebih besar dari pada seribu kali berzina”.Mendengar penjelasan ini Nabi Musa kemudian memanggil wanita tadi untuk menghadap kembali kepadanya. Ia mengangkat tangan dengan khusyuk untuk memohonkan keampunan kepada Allah untuk perempuan tersebut.

Nabi Musa menyedari, orang yang meninggalkan solat dengan sengaja dan tanpa penyesalan adalah sama saja seperti berpendapat bahawa solat itu tidak wajib dan tidak perlu atas dirinya.
Bererti ia seakan-akan menganggap remeh perintah Tuhan, bahkan seolah-olah menganggap Tuhan tidak punya hak untuk mengatur dan memerintah hamba-Nya. Sedang orang yang bertaubat dan menyesali dosanya dengan sungguh-sungguh bererti masih mempunyai iman di dadanya dan yakin bahawa Allah itu berada di jalan ketaatan kepada-Nya. Itulah sebabnya Tuhan pasti mahu menerima kedatangannya. (Dikutip dari buku 30 kisah teladan – KH Abdurrahman Arroisy)

Dalam hadis Nabi SAW disebutkan : Orang yang meninggalkan solat lebih besar dosanya dibanding dengan orang yang membakar 70 buah Al-Qur’an, membunuh 70 nabi dan bersetubuh dengan ibunya di dalam Ka’bah.
Dalam hadis yang lain disebutkan bahawa orang yang meninggalkan solat sehingga terlewat waktu, kemudian ia mengqadanya, maka ia akan disiksa dalam neraka selama satu huqub.Satu huqub adalah lapan puluh tahun. Satu tahun terdiri dari 360 hari, sedangkan satu hari di akhirat perbandingannya adalah seribu tahun di dunia. Demikianlah kisah Nabi Musa dan wanita pezina dan dua hadis Nabi, mudah-mudahan menjadi pengajaran bagi kita dan timbul niat untuk melaksanakan kewajiban solat dengan istiqomah.

Tolong sebarkan kepada saudara-saudara kita yang belum mengetahui.

Dan hendaklah ada di antara kamu segolongan umat yang menyeru kepada kebajikan, menyuruh kepada yang ma’ruf dan mencegah dari yang munkar; merekalah orang-orang yang beruntung. (QS. Ali Imran 104:105)

“Qul, Amantu bil-Lahi, tsumnas-taqim” Katakanlah! Aku percaya kepada Allah dan kemudian pegang teguhlah pendirian itu.

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say hallo

2010-01-30T17:30:00.002+08:00

Good day my dear readers.

Kudapolo is back again to feel the emptiness, the rustiness, the longings, the yearnings of this updated white background page on this delighted saturday..With the fact that i am not sure if there are even readers who follow this blog as their routine blog frequency, i can say in easy words, those who are still tuned to kudapolo, you have my gratitude..which is i don't know if it even matters. nevertheless, hallo people! :)

i wanted to sharpen my creativity skills in writing which i know its getting old, archaic, and probably i am not that creative anymore..bleh. Let me put this way, i am not trying to say that i was previously creative, because i know i am not, that also give another point to support the explicit information - i know i am a science literated nerd.

Whenever i came across interesting lines or idioms or beautiful poetic words in people's blog, OR whenever i managed to capture the soothing and pleasant dialogs from movies or dramas, i would eventually typed them as notes in my gadget..for me, to enhance and vary my vocab and also, as an English language learning methodology. I don't get the opportunity to speak English here which is a downturn for my art blood to stream.

To deliberate, whenever the presentation comes, i would have to take a long breath and try the best i could to organize and put words accordingly before i throw them out to the audience. i am lucky and gracious that my voice intonation is not badly-monotonic, despite the fact there are time my clarity would wrecks my style of presenting. on top of everything, with all the scary thoughts that may triggered your mind, the terrifying friends as the audience with intriguing and dull faces, and the lecturer who never knows you - a good harmonious clap and good kudos from the crowd would ultimately kills and diminish the anxiety. as a return, all i can recall of my respond was, i sighed and sighed again. haha. Soft skills are sure one that people may not acquire from explicit source. You have it sharpen.

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Guardian. It is pre-defined as the protector, the keeper, the defender. I do not feel like i enjoyed being one, anymore, any longer.

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I am no longer a good, quality rated faker. That, i am not sure it's on the good side or bad side of mine. Nonetheless, i have seen people from faraway, that the lit doesn't go doom easy.

Just got back splitting out saliva for the heaviest song of the decade 'Semangat Zaman' at plaza alam sentral. Worth piercing cry.

This would be my last post for January, and to sum up, my January is fluctuating.

2010-01-22T01:01:00.002+08:00

funny heh that there are time i go out of my mind that would certainly kill my ego somehow, literally speaking.
I messaged without purpose, complaining how boring i was this night, and that i do like once in a year. Haha. I dont do that as most of the time i got tied up with lots of things..as if.
so i did mentioned i read novel through facebook. I am as well not good at that. U tell me. Confessing to the public the fact you are a fellow 22 bachelor with a bad look, and reads a novel..
i say i want to stick to my words, and ferk yeah, no turning back.
officially, this is my first e75 blog post. Pa, this is interesting. Hehe.

rindu

2010-01-17T00:19:00.004+08:00

ayman lagi dan lagi dan lagi..

haha.

aku rase, aku tgh kene sindrom uncle yg terlampau penyayang ar..

rindu..

bagi yg menyampah atas kerinduan aku kt anak buah aku,

"gua takleh nak watpa lah"

haha.

bhoot

2010-01-14T16:19:00.002+08:00

quick post.

a day in Deutsch class with Frau Farah.

we sketched house today

My Deutsch name is Bruno Kleimeyer.

this is our monthly villa's water utility bill

ayman

2010-01-09T23:03:00.006+08:00

After months of eagerly waiting, finally my first nephew has had his first year old birthday on the 14th of December 2009. He is named Ahmad Ayman Nasaie, by his parents my kakngah and abg ngah.

I yearn, i miss him badly. I know, i sound like i am being a sweet guy cause i know i am not sweet cause i know i am mean, but to tell you the truth, God knows how much i miss him.

We will meet up sooner or later. Ayah Ed - (sounds silly, laugh all you want, but kids can't pronounce 'z' that quick) ... can't wait to cuddle, to hold, to hear your laughters...

Dedicating special entry, for apply of my eye.

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Q : What does it feels like to be celebrated at the age of 1 year old?

Ayman : Helpless.

Q : This question is case-sensitive. How good are you at tongeking?

Ayman : I don't mind. Well, there were few of my friends in school that envy my ability. Modestly speaking, I am born with the genetics. Hidup tongek!

Q : Oh, you got your teeth. How does it feels like to have teeth now?

Ayman : God, my tooth fairy was fugly.

Q : How does it feels like to be treated like the Baby of the Decade?

Ayman : Proudly speaking, my actions are louder than words.

Q : How is your mother like?

Ayman : I hope i won't yell like she does. *smiling*

[p/s : i love you kakngah..haha]

Q : What do you want to be when you grow up?

Ayman : Big NO to peladang like my uncle.

Q : Are you a Chelsea die-hard fan?

Ayman : Yes! Live life CHELSEA!

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I am enjoying my gadget, cause it is cool, and it is my love now. Say goodbye to google earth.

And I am now looking for an ipod, but i guess i have to postpone the idea as my budget priority would definitely goes to my heavy text books, all to make me a better nerd..

I've got no scholarship, i've got no loan fund, and yes i am broke, yet i have a lot in my mind to be done in this 6 months...as the quote says, nothing is impossible.

my word

2010-01-08T23:32:00.005+08:00

Hello folks.

Few updates.

I have finally decided to have my first practical training in an oil palm field despite my passion's boundary. for public's acknowledgement, despite of my nerd achievement in academics, i can't deny the fact that i suck at practical knowledge on oil palm. i may know theoretically (still , a bit), but when it comes to reality-dealing with oil palm, i would certainly back off. during my diploma studies, i have never participated in even any oil palm estate for my practical codes. .

i had my first practical training in a 100-acre orchard in uitm pahang - as the manager unbelievably - nostalgia, later i was with nan and e-g in CP Linggi Poultry Farm Rantau Negeri Sembilan, followed by a relaxing filled with research study on fungi (mushrooms) in Nas Agrofarm Sepang, and had my last training in Tropicana Golf and Country Resort, Kota Damansara for the Horticulture Department. and based on those chronological orders, you should have detected i have never been working, living, in an oil palm estate. simple words. i acquire no experience on oil palm.

For your information, i am currently pursuing my studies in Bachelor of Science (Hons) Plantation Technology and Management, in UiTM Shah Alam - majoring in major crops - oil palm, rubber, cocoa, paddy and crops. Anyways despite of what you may be thinking now after you read and know what my actual course is, i have my full passion and interest on it. you gotta know that as many people have doubted my capability. many as many...i won't brag more. or now, just not yet. i will, in a specific entry, later one day perhaps. you won't know till you indulge into it.

I AM DETERMINED.

u have my word.

that's heroic...

Hot Tub

2010-01-07T16:36:00.006+08:00

When i rolled down the updates of my favored blogs on the left side of my page, i thought that only one blog has got updated, but to my discovery, there were 7 other blogs updated in a single day. amazing to know the truth- as much i don't blog that frequent as i used to anymore.. i write no more long dangling entry. sighs. i do miss the moment i get addicted of writing and updating my blog. the passion, phew.

i get online likely everyday but i don't log in to ym that much, and kudapolo is like my first frequency page when i tune to google chrome - yet i am not updating my status and creating the new nuisance to cheer the page.

likewise, i am always on cloud nine, after all, been travelling the whole states of peninsular, i couldn't ask for a better year-end-semester break. from...

a long 1 month in pulau duyong, terengganu and kelantan,
3 days two nights in pulau besar, malacca and johor
3 days in kelantan (back to kampung boy session)
2 days 1 night in changlun kedah
and as the year 2010 starts, i had my first of january in the heart of singapore.

a real hot one, where hearts touched - 'others reflected, i get emo'd as well i emo'd people' - and ultimately, i am now revealing where i have been. say no to life boundaries that all you have to know is i am very much have high pride on my life's healthiness.

i am officially broke after the huge spending for the vacation, year end sale, fixed my laptop, have my sony ericsson repaired and yes, i have got my new gadget now. the virginity of it is that super pure. heh. thank you dude.

so my 2010 says that i am an unofficially 22 years old bachelor. i set my life, my rule, and my principle.

pictures are good talker.

to loosen the tights

breathing with the air of pulau besar

the company

classic

i am always a child. haha

takut pergi jauh2 sbb our location is totally stranded that there's no other people around.

so i became a total child.

introducing, my new tent! fresh from tesco..hehe

di kaki gunung ledang - air terjun sagil

spectacular! worth climbing

di chaah, johor. topek's hut

Semoga cuaca menyebelahi kami supaya kami dapat ke pulau perhentian, cuti raya cina ini. banyak kali sangat dah tertangguh.

"Allah is one and only"

way to go

2010-01-02T23:36:00.006+08:00

i know how i have been a wonderful blogger as the time ticks.

thou have always enjoyed the classic way of numbness i possed. haha.

i have my own concept, presume so.

Happy New Year 2010.

cranky 2009 has been a year with numbers of places, tests, and victories.

the year of its own.

there are things best remain silent, there are places and stories those are not meant to share.

i don't describe classic as classic.

sinopsis cuti

2009-12-23T22:30:00.003+08:00

Bukan niat nak memperincikan setiap aktiviti kehidupanku di blogku ini. tapi, di bawah adalah sinopsis pengisian cuti semesterku kali ini.

Sebaik habis menjalani final examination di uitm shah alam, yakni memang tak sempat nak tidur rumah di pandan jaya pn, aku dgn rakan-rakan dipanggil untuk menjadi event manager di Pantai Timur utk Sukan Rakyat Monsoon Cup yang mengambil masa selama tiga minggu.

Kemudian, sebaik selesai dari terengganu, setelah berehat di rumah pandan jaya selama 3 hari, aku melancong pula ke bahagian Selatan. Menziarah rumah banglo ladang topek di Chaah, Segamat dan juga menikmati keindahan alam yang menakjubkan di Air Terjun Sagil, Gunung Ledang, Johor.

Petangnya, kami ke Pulau Besar, Melaka. Percutian yang singkat, 3 hari 2 malam tetapi kenikmatan tak terkata. Mendirikan khemah baruku di tepi pantai pulau, dan tidur beralaskan pasir pantai, dengan pemandangan pantai nan hijau. Kemudian, keesokan harinya, aku pulang ke Kelantan bersama keluarga. Kepulangan yang tak dijangka kerana kereta Vios abah terbabas teruk di Jalan Pagar Sasak, Kuala Lipis pada tengahari jumaat. Jadi, setelah mendapat panggilan, bergegas ke Hospital Kuala Lipis. Kereta memang teruk keadaannya, tapi kereta biarlah teruk. Alhamdulillah, Ummi, Abah, Along, Fiqah dan Mirah selamat seusai kejadian. Ujian Allah yang dasyhat buat Maal Hijrah kami. 3 hari 2 malam pula di Machang, Kelantan. Ummi, abah, along mengalami trauma yang kuat, jadi, pemanduan kereta diperlahankan sehingga 60 km/j sewaktu pulang melalui Lebuhraya Karak. Kesabaran sememangnya teruji tapi kenalah faham, orang trauma.

Kemudian semalam, Kuyu pula bertandang ke rumah. 2 hari 2 malam. Hari yang pertama, berjaya membaiki telefon SE K800i dan laptopku ini. Hari ini pula, berjaya membeli belah dengan puas hatinya di OU bersama paan dan kuyu. Dah lama tak sepuas ini dan ayat ini dikeluarkan atas sebab signifikannya sendiri. 'Year-end-sale' tak dalah begitu sale.

apa yang aku cuba konklusikan dalam entriku kali ini, aku berasa gembira kerana berjaya mengisi cutiku dengan pelbagai aktiviti yang berfaedah. gambar-gambar akan dimuatnaik kemudian kerana nampaknya kebanyakan gambar ada bersama imran.

entriku ini sengaja menggunakan bahasa melayu kerana bahasa jiwa bangsa. sekali sekala memberikan nafas baru untuk menghidupkan kudapoloku.

jangan jadi begitu tipikal, keluarkan diri anda dari kotak yang sudah begitu lama membuai anda, membelenggu dan terus membuat anda lemas. kerana bagiku tipikal itu menyakitkan hati dan membosankan.

jason's protege

2009-12-14T12:24:00.002+08:00

i don't usually publish a video through this page, but whenever i have it posted, trust me. it is more the worth.

i was rofl watching this vid. i am trully amazed. knocked myself at 1:07. haha.

intermediate deutsch

2009-12-12T13:09:00.006+08:00

To thee that read my piece.

Apology for my late update.

I can now declare myself an official deutsch intermediate learner! despite of my lousy production of video-making which carry 40% as much compared to imran's & budek's team, i managed to score the paper a bright Eiffel. Credits to my team members and kudos to Pok Ek for being the brilliant creative cameraman.

I have always wanted to blog cause i have always this special passion on writing, and damn i miss my kudapolo..but things messed up as life gets busier when im back home, plus with all the sudden, i accidentally have damaged my chelsea's laptop. it is a nightmare as well as a traumatic incident.

i don't feel like writing using this desktop..it just didn't put me into the environment.

later. have a bright saturday yourself

post rayer

2009-11-26T08:51:00.004+08:00

selamat hari raya aidiladha buat ummi, abah, along, kakngah, abg ngah,
abg adin, zarif dan ayman yang dirindui.
salam perantauan dari anakanda / adikanda / uncleanda yang kini merantau entah ke-mana-mana atas urusan kerja.
hehe..jangan risaukan anakanda di sini!

my year-end-hols starts

2009-11-16T00:40:00.004+08:00

12/11/2009
after a long struggle for finals, i still yet didn't had the chance to sleep at pandan jaya, as soon the day i went back home at pandan jaya around 4pm..i got a ring from n about 7pm that nan's dad has passed away around 6pm. al-fatihah...
the day was heavily flushed with water drops that hectic and heavy jams around klang valley on the particular thursday pre-evening. shit happens, i got one in sepang's elite highway.

13/11/2009
the later day, after another night in our shah alam's villa, around 10am, i was off to terengganu and here i am - at Ri-Yaz Heritage Marina Resort & Spa, working for Orion Spot Exhibit Sdn Bhd, organizing Sukan Rakyat for Monsoon Cup Carnival 2009.

www.sukanrakyat.com

www.monsooncup.com.my

organizing a big event like this is a brand new expensive experience that one could savour. we have to tour the whole 7 districts in terengganu, and promote monsoon cup through these traditional games event. merchandise - free caps, t-shirts, cash, hampers, and many more will be given for lucky participants. i am loving this job atm..sighs. note the atm..

and for those who are keen to know what 'we' do, we ain't the real 'event manager' but technically, we were the ones assigned to organize administratively on the venues, promotions, and the protocols.

15 Nov 2009 & 16 Nov 2009
as for today, managed to cover besut, setiu and hulu terengganu. things are working well, and better day tomorrow i hope. i love travelling man, especially when the blue oceans are on your roadside...for that reason, i love being in terengganu :)

that would be it for today's post. equipping enough rest for another long chill journey tomorrow. chalor beteyh.

exuberance

2009-11-09T19:11:00.002+08:00

i must say, redundant messages in facebook and abandoned blog.
nonetheless, i am back today with a whole feel new feeling. i just woke up from a straight 5 hours sleep - catalyzed by the presence of heavy rain as the enzyme, and a well covered suited exam uniform on. the exuberance today should tell something on what's there next to be.

lots of friends carry the diverse attributes of friends. but i am stressing the worst part of the art of socializing - backstabber are not meant to be one of mine, and so as opportunists - being self-centered, and optimist of my good treat will not get you a place. you won't. it doesn't feel good to have backstabber in your life experience - i have, once. and somehow he is being an excellent drama queen now. i must say, i am cautious now with who i am with because it reflects what it's going to be like later.

so my year-end holiday has started. i have always dreamed of this day ever since i kicked off the november month with tense and pressure of finals. -abolishthefinals- there are few plans on mind and on paper..forecasting good things.. :]

ignore the sentiments

2009-11-03T14:08:00.003+08:00

still in the geek + nerd mood.

2 papers to go.

all i can think of now is soil, soil, and soil. only soil.

you bet, i am a 200% geek now.

soil management is where you integrate all your soil science compounds, your literature on pedosphere, and how you integrate all them to be very well managed medium.

you either apply and put up necessary add-ons, you crush or you make the soil well ruined, or you can just repair and fix what's bad to be good one.

should i say dr adzmi, prof khafi and prof ahmed made me wonder more about soil. indeed, husband and wife the soil.

2 papers to go.

i am ignoring sentiments.

heute is fristag

2009-10-30T12:20:00.002+08:00

Satu...
kasih yg abadi Tiada tandingi
dia yang satu
Dua... sayang berpanjangan
Membawa ke syurga kasihnya ibu
Tiga...
lapar dan dahaga Rela berpayahan setianya ayah
Empat... mudah kau ketemu
Berhati selalu beza antara Kasih dan kekasih

( korus )
Ibu kuingat dahulu
Menyisir rambut ku kemas selalu
Ayah menghantar ke sekolah
Bergunalah ilmu bila dewasa

Sayang dengar lagu ini
Untuk kau sandarkan buat pedoman
Jangan manis terus ditelan
Pahit terus dibuang...
itu bidalan
Harus kau renungkan

pictures as above are for my diploma convocation day. i am yet still struggling for my degree nonetheless.
p/s : i don't get myself publicly swayed by emotion. but let this post be the special one. hehe.chow.

racing against the gp

2009-10-26T02:33:00.006+08:00

woke up at 8 a.m.

from 125, to 250 to ultimate 500cc.

a self camwhoring

the rain helped. made the battlefield even tougher for the best.

the moments where the big four streaks

from the 8th position, he hiked, to the 3rd.
no, you are undeniably the magnificent doctor.

Till this second, i don't understand how Stoner managed
to made it to the top from the beginning.

which ends with an empty stomach + rod stewart

Here for the detailed news.

Another event which absolutely made my day sunday, Liverpool's victory against Manshitter United. :)

of which the weekend ends.
the struggling week commences.
this hard, never this tough.

spek dan kisahnya.

2009-10-25T01:49:00.010+08:00

Please make me write.
I've been yearning my kudapolo.

Nak tulis sedikit kisah. coretan hidup. tp berkisarkan spek.

Wednesday :

2.30 pm :
bertolak balik ke pandan jaya, ditemani paan & poek.
3.00 pm :
makan di restoran asam pedas l.o.
4.00 pm :
tiba di rumah pandan jaya. ambek baju, ambek tie, ambek semua.
4.20 pm :
drive sorg g sunway piramid.
5.00 pm :
tiba di sunway. start cari barang utk poek, paan, dan diriku.
7.30 pm :
setelah berhempas pulas driving di federal, selamat tiba di villa ladang.
7.35 pm :
ke kampus pula kerana ada kuiz HR. 0% persediaan. tidur di dalam kelas ketika kuiz.
9.35 pm :
abes kuiz, kembali ke villa. dan bersiap utk futsal yg dirancangkan jam 10 di bintang.
10.00 pm :
dlm kereta, dan dpt msg, futsal tangguh jam 12. ke uptown.
11.00 pm :
di uptown - makan, beli tali pinggang, beli tshirt - pengaruh zuhan dan topek.

Khamis

12.00 am :
di futsal seksyen 17. game yg seronok.
1.30 am :
mendapat bola tinggi dari entah siapa, dan sy balas dgn tandukan padu. terkena spek,
spek jatuh dan, cermin tercabut, skru spek patah. (klimaks)
2.00 am :
memandangkan keadaan pancaindera satu yg dah samar2, tak nampak apa,
mengambil keputusan utk pulang ke villa. mood dh berubah.
2.30 am :
upah imran gosokkan jubah dan seluar. (baru teringat belum bayar lagi upah) bersiap mencari spek segera di mana kedai2 spek yg masih buka.
3.00 am :
ke uptown seks 24 kembali. gerai2 dah tutup.
3.30 am :
di downtown cheras. bertuah kerana ada gerai menjual spek2. nk xnk kena beli, harga rm15.
4.30 am :
anta fizi ke selayang.
5.20 am :
kembali ke shah alam.
6.30 am :
mandi manda, bersiap. tiba-tiba, bilik air yg x pernah tersumbat, tersumbat. banjir.
7.30 am :
parking di padang kawat.
7.30 am - 12.00 pm :
istiadat konvo. (perlu dimaklumkan, po'ok@lotter menjadi mataku
sepanjang istiadat.
12.00 pm :
mendapat teguran 'zahid, spek konvo eh?' 'zahid, spek ko mcm spek ibrahim abu shah', 'zahid, spek ko mcm brader welding pn ada', 'zahid, style la spek ko', 'zahid, giler la'.

Al kisahnya. spek adalah benda yg paling aku x suka di dalam hidupku ini. kerana, selain dari beribu-ribu duit dh dihabiskan, byk limitasi yg aku perlu lalui.

Hari ni, setelah pulangkan jubah, pergi anta baiki spek, rezeki murah kerana kedai spek yg tak sebranded england optical, mahupun menara optimery, mampu membaiki spek aku. beli spek mahal2, tp servis haprak. kata kedai2 yg mahal ni, kena anta kilang, ambil masa 2 minggu. baiki di kedai spek shah alam, 5 minit siap. makanya, mmg aku xkan melabur dh duet di kedai2 kononnya prestij lagi.

Membeli contact lens yg pertama dalam idup. teramatlah cerewet. maka, dah buat keputusan, beli sekadar menimba pengalaman. optomerist suruh aku praktis lebih. sbb, aku abiskan sejam setengah belajar, dan aku masih fail. mana tak fail, tak pernah lagi aku nak main cucuk2 mata sendiri ni. tapi seusai memakai contact lens, memang nikmat rasanya, dapat melihat keadaan dengan jelas, tanpa menggunakan kacamata.

I am enjoying every bits of quote on the right of my blog.

Tag Heuer 2

2009-10-18T21:09:00.009+08:00

It's weekend nigga, and i don't feel like it.

Primarie entry this time, would be different - the art of tagging. Theoritically, award is given to people for their honored contribution, for their respective good doings, and such. So, in the wise of blogging, my personal opinion says, my blog isn't amazing...at least...or yet..or whatderfell. I have heard critics, i have heard appraisals, i have heard boredom issues, and not to mention, the 'vulgar' words i used may have made someone down..other than that, i appreciate those who read my e-rants.

Two words to dr n, Vielen Dank! (thank you in deutcsh) She's the tagger and i am the victim of this game. That simple. Hehe. I have it translated to make it more interesting.

1. Copy this award and have it pasted on your respective blog..

2. State 5 interesting points regarding the respective award giver...

eins :her hair is super black and beautiful.
zwei :her car is white.
drei : she is my dr n.
fier :she doesn't has a facebook. god knows why.
funf : i have to stress this part, she's a spoilt brat, and she lives in jengka town for 3 years. Nice brat aye, Haha.

3. Each respective blogger must state 10 facts / hobbies of their own before moving to the next step...

eins :i read nysa's blog, frequently. (honest confession, haha)
zwei :i blog because i get bored with fb, fs, ms, and e.t.sheets.
drei :i prefer writing than talking...which i just realized.
fier :i am in love with nature, with the ocean, and i am an agriculturist.
funf : did you know that i am pretty blur now?
sechs :i'll keep trying... i love making friends despite friends kept telling me, i've to alter my ego.
sieben :i love travelling too, my family can get tired of my requests.
acht :i couldn't ask for more, for what i have now..i am grateful. but, i want more.
nein :again, i'm stucked this point.
zenn :damn, this award is exaggerating..

4. Finally, you have to nominate and name 10 respective bloggers to receive this award, and describe them in easy sentences.
1. my list won't dangle till 10 people.
2. you.
3. anurad..yes, you you.
4. aliya azizan..you are creative.
5. anna liyana..my award giving, my treat.
6. nurul saada..the marine girl.
7. whye chung..you are not updating, so get updated! lol.
8. pedot..amazing blog it is.
9. wany..i bump'd wif u for several times in fb.
10. nazmi..the game freak that gets anc.
11. nani chan..ur blog revolved..to a nice piece.
12. fatin..blog ko pn bosan gak..haha.
13. radzi..dey, manipal takleh nak update blog ke? haha.
14. famy.
14. i exaggerated this part. best plak naming people nih.

so that is it. those who are tagged, get this tag tagged on your blog too. till then. congratulations upon your convo day. yg rase pemurah tu, presents in any kind of form - flowers, bears, chocolates, or any kind, are acceptable. Haha.

Cheers.

Dusts

2009-10-17T04:17:00.004+08:00

Dear KP (stands for kudapolo - one of my blogger have it abbreviated this way),

How are you doing? I just got back from OU watching midnight movie titled The Private Lives of Peppa Lee which i am rating nothing. My week was very full with tests and quizzes, yet i don't wan't to complain..Can't believe it was that quick that 7 days have passed. Last Friday at this frigging moment i was in Malacca, and within few snaps, today takes place. I owe you apology because i know how it feels like to be abandoned, that if this blog were a closet, it would be filled with dust, and smell of things that have not been out of the closet for a long time. If this would be my cycle, rust could have be spotted on the handle or the engine may need to be warmed for quite some time... All i'm trying to say, sorry if there are any who read this blog, and were wondering when the next post is, well this is it. My post this october, pops in and pops out. I won't complain though.

So, ummi has called. She has again reaffirmed, ummi nor abah is not coming to my convo. No, don't pity, but they ain't coming upon my request. I have been begging, telling them not to come cause on the day that i am supposed to be happy, may not turn out the day i wish to be - seeing them sitting helplessly outside Dewan Sri Budiman, waiting hours for my turn to be out, grabbing for my scroll. That wise, my decision, i believe is truthfully precise. I wanted to clarify more but i am just afraid that my cents would kill other people's spirit to have their parents along. Hehe. Speaking of convo, i am still clueless on my attire.

I had had myself a fantastic day today. As the says say, friday night it is!

Don't blame,

Truthfully,
the author.

Quick One

2009-10-10T15:18:00.007+08:00

location : unidentified number of perpustakaan tun abdul razak (ptar) - but geographically located, it's on the ground floor of engineering fac.

company : poek & my blues lappie.

activity : i was supposed to read but i can't.

commencing the entry by halo people! i thank god for my extremely excellent health, for my good mood, for everything Allah has been cherishing all this while till this precious tick.

went jalan-jalan yesterday, and we were in negeri sembilan and malacca yesterday. triggered the idea to pay bagan pinang@ port dickson a visit, from pa, and the idea to malacca, after had a thorough talk with n..hehe.

flying in the air, menara taming sari

this museum has my soul

the ride and the silly companies. mike n pa

guess who on my right and left.

last touch for the night

i want to share the bits of the trip, but limited time deals with limited points. sorry. one for sure, the Deputy Prime Minister of Malaysia has acknowledged this blog.

Moments of approaching :
Pa : "Tan Sri, nak ambil gambar sekejap. Nak masuk blog"
Tan Sri : Oh, kamu bloggers. (tersenyum)
Pa : Ha'a.
Tan Sri : Apa blog kamu?
Pa : Kudapolo.blogspot (i was lmao that fucking moment)
Tan Sri : Kempenlah barisan sket2.
Pa : Mesti (sorta - pa is a big supporter of BN)

I was pretty trembled when i approached him, you know how the security was like, and not to mention how mike (the photographer) screwed but managed to save the picture, hehe, and numbers of super enormous cameras to our pictures too. haha.

went to j-town again, on wednesday. i am blessed. alhamdulillah.

credits to n's camera.

Have a nice weekend everyone!

9 - 10 - 9

2009-10-08T23:05:00.003+08:00

No kid, but i have tried by best efforts to post, at least few words but it turned out something else, like being saved as a draft, or my blog window is left ignored, and eventually made me a fat blogger to update his online diary.

Alhamdulillah, october for the time being, has been very well pleasurable and comprehensively welcoming, despite of few incidents that did flabbergasted and wrecked my ship journey of october.

People may assumed they know me well, but your assumption may be wrong that you need to correct your perception. I hate to sympathize, as much i hate people who have the idea of giving me the empathy and sympathy, but when i sympathize, that shows i very much care about you, and that does not goes cheap. I can blatantly criticize but i'd be better go jeopardize somewhere as silence is always golden..

I want to write more but i am off to futsal. Till then, schus!

short

2009-10-02T18:15:00.002+08:00

i am back in pandan jaya now. busy weekend - couple of tests this weekend.
the first would be tomorrow morning at 11.30am and another one would be on the sunday's evening. i was loaded with compilation of assignments that i don't bother to know, just yet..which is totally going to pain my ass this month. on the other hand, it should be a great month.

i tried to understand how worker-goers can stand the traffic of federal highway everyday. one for sure, i have never experienced a clean road without accident...that in return, made my journey back home hours which can be as short as 20 minutes..i used to drive exceeding the speed limit before but now, i am installing new resolution which is to avoid any unpredictable events by having my speed limit controlled...as-if. regardless. haha.
'ya Allah, jauhkanlah aku dari terlibat dari sebarang kemalangan'.

favoring 1,2,3,4 by aris ariwatan this week. sighs.

noon in shah alam

2009-09-29T17:45:00.002+08:00

muka menahan gelak 1

muka tahan gelak 2

muka tahan gelak 3

muka tahan gelak 4

smiles to n :)

So here's Fareez Shaukat's picture as requested. Do cast your vote, and do it fast.

Sunday & Fareez

2009-09-27T11:46:00.006+08:00

It's sunday and i breath well with the air of shah alam.

So i have the idea to kick a pot luck party in our house. It has been brought up to my house buddies and things seem well for now. Ideas and support are very well needed.

Helping a good friend of mine, Fareez Shaukat to be on silver screen. personally, i believe he has what it takes to be a great actor..and now he needs our help to make it a success. go figure his preview video, and do cast your votes!

................................

In 20 days, I'm going to need at least 50 votes to be in the top 20, and in the running to play the character Dain Maroola for U Wei Haji Saari's latest upcoming feature film, "Hanyut".

Hanyut is based on Joseph Conrad's novel, Almayers Folly about the Dutch and Borneo.

The role I'm aiming for is the sulu/ Balinese freedom fighting prince, Dain Maroola, whose characteristics are:-

- Attractive
- Strong and physically fit
- Knowledge in martial arts
- Freedom fighter

So if you guys think I could bring this character to life on the silver screen, please do help me as time is of the assence!

How to help me?

1. first, go to this page

http://www.findingnina.com/signup.php

Then sign up as a voter. The Power is in your hands.

2. Next, check your e-mail and activate your profile. If you cannot activate your profile (it says no ID found), give it 24 hours for the admin to activate your account! (do use yahoomail cause it doesn't seem to like gmail nor hotmail)

3. Log in your account.

4. Vote for me (5 star) at http://www.findingnina.com/cast-detail.php?id=105

And please do leave a comment wishing me luck, I need it :-)

Watch the preview video here :

today

2009-09-24T11:05:00.002+08:00

obviously, i get bored with the black template. reverting to the blue - color of life.

and i no more good at manipulating the codes of html.

...

today is another jalan-jalan raya, say hello to malacca and negeri sembilan.

...

Got no checkbooks, got no banks,
Still I'd like to express my thanks -
I got the sun in the morning and the moon at night.
~Irving Berlin, "I Got the Sun in the Morning," 1946

Coretan Raya lagi

2009-09-24T00:43:00.007+08:00

dari kelantan ke terengganu kembali ke kuala lumpur.

kuala krai - machang - tanah merah - pasir mas
sepanjang keberadaan saya di kelantan darul naim, secara terperinci pada hari raya pertama dan kedua - saya telah melawat banyak sanak saudara yang tercinta dan mengeratkan silaturahim yang sekian lama terjalin tapi tidak berapa terjalin. sekarang saya lebih mengenali mereka di sebalik perasaan malu dan ego masing-masing.

jerteh - besut - kuala berang - batu 6 - kuala terengganu

keesokan harinya, yakni semalam, saya bersiar-siar di terengganu darul iman. dapat merasai perbezaan keadaan infrastruktur yang amat berbeza dengan kelantan darul naim. tidak mahu memburukkan mana-mana pihak tetapi kerajaan kelantan perlu lebih mengutamakan rancangan barunya iaitu 'Tahun Merawat Kelantan' daripada terus memfokuskan ke angan-angan yang tak semena-mena iaitu 'Tahun Melawat Kelantan'.

Hakikatnya, saya tidak mahu memuji tetapi disebabkan perbandingan yang jelas, maka Terengganu Darul Iman sememangnya layak dikategorikan sebagai negeri yang membangun dan tidak seperti Kelantan yang masih berada di takuk lama - dan perlu ditekankan, peribahasa 'katak di bawah tempurung' tidak sesuai dilabelkan untuk negeri Kelantan kerana ia maju secara istilahnya namun atas paksi yang berbeza, ia masih mundur dalam pelbagai perkara. Kritikan diberi bukan untuk menghentam kerana saya sememangnya anak Kelantan yang mengharapkan pembaharuan dan transformasi untuk negeri tercinta.

Secara ironinya, Kelantan mempunyai 1,001 kelainan dan keistimewaan yang boleh ditawarkan atas kapasiti sedia ada namun tidak diaplikasikan untuk mencapai apa yang direncanakan dan diuar-uarkan. Andai generasi yang memimpin kini tidak mampu untuk menggapai apa yang telah digadai sekian lama, generasi pemimpin yang seterusnya harus dibarisi mereka terbaik selaku barisan mampan transformasi kelate.

Kembali untuk kesinambungan cerita jalan-jalan raya. Biarpun perjalanan yang dijadualkan bermula 7.30 pagi tertangguh ke 8.00 pagi namun ia berjalan dengan lancar. Saat berjumpa dengan rakan taulan - poek, hafizi @ papa, hadi, zuhan, john, amir, pidah dan kg sudin begitu menghibakan. Haha. Pungkok menghibakan..Tapi, gembira hati melihat kawan-kawan yang sedang membesar penuh gaya dan karisma.

Biarpun disambut penuh kegembiraan oleh mereka namun ia dicacat celakan dengan saat pabila mereka membawaku makan di kfc kuala berang untuk sarapan pagi. Bukan mahu mengungkit atau meminta simpati, tapi selaku tetamu yang datang dari jauh dengan niat mahu beraya, wajarkah dijamu dengan kfc? KFC bkn sebarang KFC, tapi satu-satunya KFC yang dihurung lalat dan sistem penghawa dingin yang tidak berfungsi pada mulanya. Namun demikian, tetap gumbira kerana sekurang-kurangnya tercapai matlamat untuk bertentang mata dengan rakan taulan yang dirindui. (penulis sedang girang ketawa berguling-guling ketika ini)

inilah kfc yg ada lalat + pengunjung yang panjang beratur (lihat belakang)

Hati juga terubat melihat kesungguhan mereka ingin membawa penulis mencari tempat makan ikan kelah dan minum air buah besar yang menjadi kebanggaan rakyat jelata terengganu. Eksplorasi berjalan lancar biarpun tersekat dengan hurungan dan banjiran kereta. Pencarian merupakan satu kegagalan akhirnya kerana hanya satu kawasan restoran sahaja yang dibuka iaitu di Pantai Teluk Ketapang (agaknya).

kata papa, di kala malam, ada servis chi-ka di ganu

Perjalanan diteruskan dengan beraya di rumah KG Sudin bertempat di Batu 6, seniorku yang dihormati dan disayangi. Biarpun masih letih namun dia tetap menerima kami dengan hati dan tangan terbuka. Dijamu dengan kuih raya yang pelbagai dan tapai versi terengganu, yang hanya penulis seorang sahaja jamah kerana kata mereka, penulis tidak pandai makan tapai. Cabaran disahut walaubagaimanapun.

Penulis terpaksa pulang awal ke Machang kerana perlu bergegas untuk kembali pulang ke Kuala Lumpur. Sebaik tiba di Machang jam 9.30 malam, penulis memulakan perjalanan bersama keluarga pula pada jam 9.45 malam. Biarpun keletihan, tetapi selamat tiba di Pandan Jaya jam 03.30 pagi...

Pandan Jaya - Keramat - Bandar Sunway - Kg Pandan -
Bukit Bintang - Damansara - Ampang

Setelah bangun jam 10.00 pagi, mengemas rumah, dan bersiap pula ke rumah Radzi di Keramat. Seronok merasa beraya pertama kalinya di rumah kawan-kawanku berenam tercinta di sini setelah 4 tahun menetap di Kuala Lumpur. Selama ini penulis tidak pernah berkesempatan atas faktor masa yang terhad. Sememangnya beraya bersama kawan di KL dan kawan di Terengganu berbeza kerana jikalau di Terengganu, saya banyak menghabiskan masa di dalam kereta dan di KL, saya banyak menghabiskan masa di Sunway Piramid, Star Hill dan Galaxy Ampang. Haha. Hari diakhiri dengan menonton midnight movie di MBO Ampang. Biarpun diuji pelbagai ujian masa, tapi berjaya dilalui, sekali lagi.

Esok hari untuk penulis berehat. Mengambil kesempatan ini untuk mengucapkan terima kasih buat rakan-rakan yang disayangi atas hari-hari dilalui yang menggembirakan.

* Edisi coretan kali ini ditulis dalam bahasa ibunda atas permintaan. Banyak lagi isi-isi menarik yang tidak diceritakan kerana mata sudah kuyu.

akhirnya, bertemu jua penulis dengan kuala berang

buat terakhir kalinya, ampun dipinta andai ada yang terasa. hahahahahahahaha

the first two

2009-09-22T00:46:00.007+08:00

fabulous and fantastic.

it has been fucked up with the minor accident as an introduction for the drama but take it positively, all goes well. as you may have noticed, i have deleted the post cause it would kill and lessen my raya spirit somehow.

so, my first raya - donned myself with full set of baju melayu. this was the one i told that i bought with paan at chow kit at 1:00 am. i was uncertain of choosing the right color for this yrs occasion cause as most people may have realize, this year's raya was not that lively, lack of joviality - that i wasn't that spirit enough to get myself a baju raya...it was red brownish, and as the time ticks now, there has still yet none crediting my choice. hehe. regardless, i am still smiling.

as what i have hoped most - foods on the first week of syawal! i previously kept reminding myself to control myself..to control my calories for raya but it turned out a failure, a big F.

nasi impit, nasi dagang, mee kari, ketupat, tapai, satay, lemang, rendang ayam, rendang daging, kuih lapis sarawak, home made cookies, a lot of cakes - in other words, i can't tell what i have been filling up my stomach in this two days cause it was a fantastic fat experience. hekhek.

as usual, mercun n bunga api to glitter the night. orang-orang tua ckp, aktiviti membakar duit. jadi, for that purpose, around rm200 were burnt to enjoy the magical wonder of science. it was worth wasting undeniably.

tomorrow is the day i have been waiting. jalan-jalan terengganu & kelantan. the first two days of syawal have been fully spent with muhamad's and che rahmah's and tomorrow is mine. been contacting my buddy of terengganuians last evening and everything seem well for now. journey starts as early as 7:30 am tomorrow to avoid unexpected traffic jams and unpredictable weather.

what is raya without kids?

Ra-Ya!

2009-09-18T03:23:00.009+08:00

As the song rhymes, "Berlalulah sudah Ramadhan, sebulan berpuasa. Tiba syawal kita rayakan, dengan rasa gembira". Two days to go and the time has almost came for us muslims to celebrate our victory of going through the fasting month triumphantly - for those who made it, and for those who didn't this year, you'll have your turn. i suck at advising, but ump... So, we did it! fulfilled our obligations and we are now rewarded with Hari Raya or better widely known as Eid Mubarak to everyone.

This year's raya was a bit different compared to the previous raya's i celebrated. Since Raya as predicted is going to fall on this weekend, it caused quite a mess for my lecturers to fit and hurry things up as from what they've said, we are rushing haste topics and syllabus - as if..the fact is, it is pretty clear we can just quickly finish the topics but due to some vague but rather obvious reasons, my classes this semester are being over-exaggerated. nonetheless, i am thankful for the very merciful and generous lecturer/s who is/are willing heartlessly to spend their/he/she ample time for us.

So, Raya eve was celebrated by hanging out with my friends watching Astro which mostly are football games, sweating for futsal @ sec 19, window shopped around klang, jalan-jalan belajar jalan of the shah alam, anjing-menganjing as always...and there are always too many activities to calibre. Today was the peak moment of raya eve where my friends are off to their origin hometown. And co-incidently it was cherished with the kuih raya gift from yana and my first duit raya from kak wanie (abg adin's gf). danke. hehe..eating those homemade cookies and gaining duit raya felt good and fueled the Raya spirit. Can't wait for the day ahead, where good food awaits, good travel, good family celebration...I hoped.

Today was the first time i ponteng the deutch class as i was terribly exhausted after loitering around klang, city of indons for an hour with bean. got myself a pair of local levi's jeans...i am a noob when it comes to buying local stuffs cause honestly noobly speaking, i can't differentiate the quality as they don't distinguish that much but the price. thanks to my company, his brief was a bit brief that i've got myself a raya leather jeans which costs rm45. cheap but my assurance is it won't last. twenty cent - this is the day where i broke my personal best - buying the first local jeans in my whole life. no unsur-unsur riak involved but again, i can get easily fooled with these local items and this is where your friend with good skills to sense quality local stuffs take place to assist where possible.

Filled the lungs with a combination of smells and loud sounds that triggered my senses. The smells of maple, the cigarette smoke, the vehicles of rempits and cars smoke, the smell of trash, the smell of the streets and the sounds of classic raya songs and shouts of tenants havocking the shopping fiesta. Those were the smells of chow kit road..It was an unplanned visit, got back at pandan jaya around 11.30pm after sending po'ek at bandar kinrara and went out to jalan tar with paan looking for baju raya at 12 am. and here i am back, stomach's full with mcd's chicken burger and leftovers of its french fries, and a very good mood satisfied with his new baju raya. I haven't fully donned myself with the baju melayu because it's not yet complete as i don't have the suitable samping and butang baju melayu to suit with.

Dressing up your best for Hari Raya is one of the biggest components in the guidelines of what-to-do for the big day. It has been the malays frequency that when the ramadhan ends and syawals welcoming the muslims, we'll get our house all cleaned up with new furnitures, new curtains for those who afford those, and mopped and ensured there isn't any dusts found flying in the house's family hall. may our villa ladang at seksyen 8 is not occupied but us four managed to have it all freshed up. who says guys are clumsy at cleaning homes? as long as there are musics to company, friends are there to light the lit of gotong royong spirit - the house could be the cleanlinest of all. haha.

moments before all 4 got diarrhea

posing with imran

my friends and i..

so, before everyone goes back to their hometown like what i am looking forward tomorrow evening, i'd like to say that i am very lucky that i am given the chance to feel the delicacy of ramadhan and also syawal again insyallah this year. i may personally probably have mentioned numbers of times the word 'delicacy of ramadhan' in previous entries and i apologized for that. Lucky for me, it is Raya. so,

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir dan Batin
for any mistakes intenionally or accidentally made.